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Who am I?

Well, I've kept who I am a bit of a secret as far as this site goes with the exception of the few.

My past

There was a point in time not go long ago where I was just so angry, violent and ignorant. Honestly now when I look back at it I realized because I had let people influence me way to much and I suppose just being insecure and hurt can really put a damper on anyone.

I was always a taker in my past. I didn't care how much it hurt someone else but I did it. Fearless of consequences and ready to do what is necessary to rid myself of any issues. Hostility in a primal sense drove me to be evil. As we all know when one lives as such the karma does come around and you do feel it worse then the person you first projected it to.

My biggest flaw was loving the wrong men, not in the sense that they were always bad. In the sense they had wives and families. Being how I was I didn't care about the other females. I would pit them down just because I knew I was the common denominator of the issues. Which I admit was wrong. I do amends for everything I caused negative.

My present

I am ever changing! I will not be the same as I was before. I firmly believe in fact and wisdom. I am a researcher and very introverted due to the fact that it is best that way. I tend to stay on my own with the exception of family, work and school.

I believe in the law of consistancy and exercise it as best as I can. I give back all the time and allow all that I know go pass to those that seek it. I am a mentor and a student. As I said I am a researcher on all levels, it's never ending what I learn. I maintain the dark and light energies of my being.

I am an ascending as well as evolving in many ways. I take great pride in taking care of myself and those around me. I seek beauty in truth and use canpassion for judgement rather then a no mercy concept. I try to not judge others but when hurt bad enough I do have a venom as anyone else.

We are no different from each other although we try to have individualistic ideal that we are weather it be through reilgon, politics, jobs, fashion, family, and even thoughts. We are all one in common, I'm very humbled with this idea.

Another part of me is I am a guardian and an advanced pyschic vampyre. The reason why I say a vampyre is because it is the only thing at this time that I relate to for the time being. I have always had abilities that I've recognizied but ignored from misunderstanding. At one point I thought that it took another to awaken me but he only had summoned what I had hide and forgotten. I am both light and dark, I balance this very well.

My future

Is to live life abundantely and evolve to my next state of being. To never return back here again and to bring forth all those that wish to ascend and evolve to the next level of our humanity.

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