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Sleep would not come to me at all last night! I tried for hours. I guess when I finally stomped my foot got out the whips and changed, then it finally came, it didn't last long though. My mind was racing all night, just could keep my mind clear. Before I go to bed, I always will thing out a white board and i take a eraser out. Then I would proceed to erase everything that I have been thinking so that I have a blank mind and I can go to sleep. Well every time that I would do that there always seemed to be something on the edge of the board, something black and swirling. I would stare at it and wonder what that thought would be. Pondering on what it would be, would make everything that I just erased come back. It just would never go away. I couldn't stop wiggling, I felt tired but my mind was restless. I could keep my eyes closed but they were always moving. Then once when I did fall asleep, something loud banged right outside my window! Scared the living shit out of me!! Let me remind you, I live in a very old house, who has very thin walls. The neighbor is probably less than five feet from my window. The house is divided up into three apartments. So I hear the baby running next door, or when he cries in the middle of the night. But it seems like that creepy Chris never moves up there. I hear him when he's watering his pants but that's about all. I live all alone on this island. (That is another story that I will get into next!) So after that loud BAMM, my heart was racing and took me another 2 hours to fall asleep. Sleep was just not on my side last night!