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Summer Morning





This summer morning we run free

The grass wet with dew

I always want you next to me



We run through the fields with glee

Laughing and playing like we’re two

This summer day we run free



We sit under the tree

My arms embracing you

I always want you next to me



You’re the only one I’d wake to see

Driving me crazy I don’t know what to do

This summer day we run free



I think we should flee

That’s what I plan to do

This summer morning we run free

I always want you next to me

Hideaway







I need to run away, far away

I can’t take this anymore

One more second I think I’m going to quit

Sometimes it feels like I’ve died inside

I’m not the same

No emotions, no remorse for what I say or do

Its like the death of me

No smiles, no laughter, nothing

I just want to get away

To the world where there’s no sunshine

No one exists but me

Just getting away to my own Utopia

Childhood







As I lay in the leaves, staring in the light blue sky

Caught in a vertex of leaves and memories

Visions of days when I’d play in the leaves

Run to catch the helicopters falling from trees

Driving a toy jeep with my aunt

Breaking my arm in kindergarten

Getting anything I wanted

Getting away with almost everything

So many adventures leading up to the person I am

The Sickness



She stands in front of the mirror

Staring back is the broken girl she now is

Dark black hair lines her pale face; dark circles trace her eyes

In the mirror she see’s the happy girl she used to be

Full of color, full of life

A glance at the cuts on her arm, brings her back to reality

Anger builds inside her, tears fall down her face

No longer can she accept the mess she is

The mirror shatters as her fist connects with it

Shards of glass cut her delicate flesh

Losing it, she grabs her hair screaming

It falls easily out of her head

Scratching at her face flesh falls into the sink

She keeps digging until she collapse to the floor

It seems the sickness has taken over

Dead at Heart



I sit here like every other person

Made of flesh and bone

But there lies a difference

That difference would be my heart

Other people’s heart’s beat with life

The thick rich blood bringing them alive like puppets

My heart on the other hand is a dark rotten mass

You may ask why is that?

The reason lies deep within

The many times I have heard the word “promise”

Where the promises don’t have a thread of truth

The thing I wished, the thing I want to forget about keeps coming back

Now-a-days friends try to cheer me up, but I’m just not the same

My heart just pumps out black thick ooze

All the hate and pain recycling throughout my body

The day it ends is when I’m in my resting place

That’s what makes me Dead at Heart

Into Eternity



I stand on the edge of this cliff above the ocean

My black dress blows in the wind, dark clouds gather above

The longer I live, the less I can take

I’ve said my goodbyes and now its my time to go

Leaping into the deep dark abyss

What seems like forever, I finally hit the cold, rough waters of the ocean

I lay there, old memories flooding my mind

The many nights I stayed up, tears filling my eyes

The blade slashing across my wrists

The things that happened, that people didn’t know happened

I let myself go into the darkness of the ocean for eternity