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the first time i met you i thought you were so kind

maybe i like you too much..i feel so blind

you hurt me once shame on you

hurt me twice...now on two



i really want it to work with us

i don't want to be just friends

i told my friend what happened..all she did was cuss

everything between us is something i dont want to end



do you want to be serious or not?

somethings been wrong

i knew it all along

i want to just forget everything

the way i do that is to start cutting



yes the scars are there,all up and down my arm

its how bad you hurt me when you did what you did

i know i should know better than that..no need for alarm

tons of scars i hid



i will never let you know those were bkuz of you

i think i love you...i really do

to scared to explain, dont want to loose control

i thought you were the one thing that made me feel whole



the only thing left to do is hope we can make it work

too many things going on this summer..i dont know where to start

all my firends who know call you a jerk

i hope we can be together again..just dont break my heart



im not sure if i could trust you anymore

i want to but i just cant...this is strike two

i want a relationship...not to be on the other side of the door

if it doeznt work this last time..i dont know what to do



im not sure..but i think i might love you

fifteen years have gone by and you werent there

i know its not your fault, but too much you care



you want to know everything about me

i dont know what to say cant you see



everything hit me so fast, too much is going on

like ive been hit with a wave and been under to long



you say i have another family out there

i dont know why,but i dont care





crying a river everyday, to much has gone past

all the pain i dont want to last



i cant never have a month without tears

everytime i look in the mirror



all i see is a mess, a bunch of cuts on my arms

yeah..i did it to myself..i had no other choice





i just want to be left alone

in this dark place i call a home



i was fine before you came back

now im just reminded of all the things i lack



im NOT perfect!!!