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I'm sick... I vomitted up popcorn a few mins ago and my stomach feels like it's doing somersaults.



I feel used because of an incident that happened recently.



I like someone who doesn't like me back and is now totally ignoring me because of that incident that happened.



All I want to do is cry but I have to work so hard just to get the tears out... I don't cry as easily as I used to anymore.



My best friend hasn't talked to me in days, I am scared and worried... what if something happened to her? What if she's ignoring me on purpose? What if she isn't going to come and help me move and I have to make this big trip on my own? I wouldn't know what I'd do.



I'm totally alone inside. I want to lock myself away in my room and never come out. Sometimes I like being alone.



But then again, sometimes all I want more then anything is to be in the arms of someone that loves me, and can keep me safe and protected.



Then I snap back into reality.



This is my life...



Work...



Go home and shower...



Sit down for a few mins then hope online...



Watch TV, play with my animals...



Maybe eat something if I'm in the mood...



Take my pills... Brush my teeth... go to bed.



Wake up the next day and do it all over again.











Somedays I just want this all to be over with.



Will it ever end?