If my life I have seen the most hateful of people. I have been one of the hated. I just wish I had a giant mop for all my tears to wring out in a bucket.
No one wants to hear something they have wanted to hear all this time and then not go through with those plans. I hate my life at the moment and really don't see why everyone thinks I can be superwoman. I hate my life. It seems so fucking unfair to me and my babies. We are always the ones they love to hate.
I have had it up to my head with all the lies and bullshit theories that everyone comes up with. I am so tired of all the people who claim too care and don't even look up when I am screaming on the inside. Go dream your frivolous dreams and in the morning I will not be there to care.
I am on the verge of just leaving everything I know behind, taking my babies and just jumping off into the unknown and hoping we survive the fall. I have had all I can take and really for me that is a lot. No one here gives a damn about anything I do anyways. No one will notice we are gone...
I am so excited and happy! I have the coolest coven in the whole world (to me). They were amazing in getting me in there and I plan on making them as proud and happy as I can.
I am not perfect, as I will never claim. But in all honesty I shall be the best I can be. I think I finally found a place in the world. Thanks to everyone who made it possible! I will never forget anyone and your kindness. YOU GUYS ROCK!
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