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What part of "I have insomnia and have a really hard time sleeping" and "I have marching band at 7 AM" and "I don't have internet at my house" do you not understand?!



GOD

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Prophecy
19:54 Sep 30 2009

... I do not understand the concept behind this weird "don't have internet" dealy. That is not in my extensive list of vocabulary!

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Really....Really bad....

Oof! Broke my scoop on Friday, got the Tritan today. Got 2nd place in our class at Pursuit of Excellence. Guard got 6th out of 18 bands whereas our band got 8 out of 18. Guard was a .5 away from getting first. Today I have been just super tired. Yesterday I got Psymon to Star and unlocked Tokyo Megaplex in SSX Tricky. Then I got quite a few boards unlocked and I also get Seeiah up to Natural. What makes me sad is that Psymon has NO friends what so ever. So I shoved EVERYONE. And landed on Mac's head from a trick. :P

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PostInsanity
20:16 Sep 21 2009

I want your Tritan. o3o

Are you going to name it? :p

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xXxInsomniacRayxXx
19:16 Sep 29 2009

I suppose, but I haven't decided what gender it is yet... I do like the name Jeffery.....

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Woah! was for my dream last night. Oy... is for yesterday and today. Yesterday was somewhat mellow. I had another doctor appointment concerning the way I have been ill for 3 weeks. Well, everything else is getting kicked in the butt by the meds but the only thing we can't figure out is why I am having horrible headaches and migraines and heat flashes.



My mother and my friends joke I'm either pregnant (which I can't be... unless if it's immaculate) and then there was the joking about menopause. I'm 17. Yeah, nuh-uh.



When I told my doctor this, she looked at me with that very concerned look. She had decided that I need to be tested for H1N1 and the West Nile Virus. Now I am already for certain that I don't have H1N1 for the sole fact that I don't have a fever...At all, and that I also am having heat flashes, not chills.



Symptoms for West Nile is a different story. Headaches, fever-like symptoms, and the like. Results won't come back until next week. I have my first competition of the season for marching band this weekend.



My head is filled with curiosity, anxiousness(?), and confusion. The two who make my head spin make me want to pull my hair out to find out a solution!



What to do what to do...

So last night I had a dream about two boys I have been thinking about lately. One that I have been crushing on for a long time and the other one, I had a crush on last year which is somewhat starting up again.



In the first part of the dream, I was star gazing with him again and we ended up kissing. Then time had "passed" and we were walking down a sidewalk holding hands because we had started dating.



In the second part dream, there was this horrible demon like monster that would engulf you in flames and swallow you whole. I remember being inside the house of which the demon was connected to, but out side. Inside we were somewhat safe, but still feared for ourselves.



I don't remeber who was all in the house with me. I know there were some of my friends and maybe an uncle I think. But I was watching through the window for anyone to warn them and possibly take them into the house to save them.



I remember seeing the other guy and I yelled out to him. He tried coming closer and we reached out hands to try to grab eachother and pull him to safety out of a strong wind which was pulling him toward the demon. As soon as we would've touched hands, I woke up.



When I realized I was hugging my body pillow and not the first guy when I woke up, I was sad. .___. So close.

I've had someone stuck on the brain. And I don't know... It just seems like he has sent out the signs but is just too scared to do anything. He's a flirt, sure, but he has that innocence to him. If it's just the two of us together he always seems to make some physical contact and won't let out of a hug unless I'm the one to do it first. Should I make a move when he comes home for Christmas? Should I get some mistletoe?



Halp.

My family kinda has the fat gene because of our ethnicity, we are a little chubsters and are very prone to diabetes. I am getting a little bigger around the hips and tummy and I have a problem with hypoglycemia. My mother has been losing some weight, but I was thinking during colorguard last night, if my mom got back to her size when she had my older brother, she would DEFINATELY be a cougar. Two of my girl friends agreed and one of my male friends she would also be a.... well....

-coughmcoughicoughlchoughfcough-



I told my mom that. She was flattered like none other. I hope we both can lose weight.

Well my cold has gotten worse and I have been having horrible migraines so my doctor has perscribed me advair and another antibiotic.



Bleh, I am so wheezy.



-Cough!-



EW! Mucus! D=

I'm still sick! My cold is getting worse!





BLECH

We had the State Fair here in town and boy it was a blast. So much food, games, and what not. It didn't start out so great though. Wednesday I ended up with a low grade fever that lasted till most of Thursday. Missed school on Thursday. Then I worked most of basically the entire weekend. While my tonsilitis cleared up my cold got worse. I thought I had lost my wallet and I found it yesterday even after looking for it 2 days before and found it the first original place I looked.



Well I went to the fair and had a great time! I got a penguin plush, a fairy t-shirt, a Michael Jackson "Bad" miniposter and a Wolverine almost miniposter the first night. The second night I got another miniposter and a baby seal. The third night I got an Airbrushed hoodie, a fuzzy panda backpack, and a whale necklace that comes in a cute whale jewelry box.



Also over this weekend, I helped one of my best friends celebrate his 21st birthday, saw Ponyo, watched the first half of Shawshank Redemption, watched The Mist, watched episodes 1-10 of Princess Tutu, and been a lazy fat ass and have probably gained weight since my doctor appointment. I weighed 134lbs and I would like to lose some more weight, but I probably gained weight!



I also forgot to add that my friend got me this ring from Wal-Mart I have been somewhat admiring for sometime. If you check out those 9$ rings on the spinny thing, it is the heart with the pink rhinestones covering it. He bought it when I was looking at something else and it ended up being too big even though it is only a size 7 1/2 I think! I put blue duct tape on a part of it to try to get it to somewhat fit but it didn't quite work!

Well he made it before rush hour and we've made up. Pretty happy even though I am getting sick...Blech!



-sings- I love you, you love me, we're a happy bunch of geeks, then we'll hug and make fun of her butt! Then we'll be calling eachother a little cutie!

Both my shoulder angel and devil got stuck in traffic today. Their mediator has been trying to lead me in both directions.





Devil Mediator:You are the bad guy, so fuel the fire!

Angel Mediator:Forgive and forget, you are the good guy!

DM:Make it worse!

AM:Make it better!



What am I to do? I voiced my opinion and then the end results just made me feel like my opinion is WRONG. And I'm the bad guy.



Sometimes I wonder why I just don't do what those two want. Give my friend up to them and erase myself from the picture. Don't know what's going to happen.



Easy way out: Forget I had these things called "friends" in highschool and go on the rest of the year in solitude...



Tough way out: Stick through it, deal with being left out and try whatever works...



Not sure which one I'll choose.

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Prophecy
02:32 Sep 02 2009

We're (mostly) too lovable to forget.





Okay ... I lied. o.o

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