Most of all I longed for death. I know that now. I invited it, a release from the pain of living. My invitation was open to anyone.
Lately I've noticed that I've been feeling a bit numb, especially with love. I guess when you get left so many times you start to lose feeling for anything. From the million I love you's I heard from the mouths of few men. I do not hate them for leaving me. Because in a way they saved me, Saved me from making another foolish decision with love again. All I can say is , I give up on love. Seems as though the only way a girl can survive is on her own
I was only kidding when I called the teacher a dick
But still he made me do the stupid human tricks
Now I'm stuck in this office with a bunch of dumb hicks, and I still don't know why, I'm think I'm an alright gal
Watching a scary movie with James, just found out that the girl set the house on fire
James: SHE DONE IT OMG
Me:NO IT WAS ME !
James: looks at me
Me: (says in a creepy voice) I set fires for joy
If I were in Titanic , the roles would be switched , I'd be the poor girl who is an artist. and fall in love with some rich guy who is forbidden to be with me because I'm lower class
I have to set at school with an ear ache and my ear pouring blood, while my cousin fakes a sickness and gets to go home, I'll be damned if I have to walk around like this while he's setting on his ass at home. He's getting a mouth full from me when I get home. Someones ass is gonna get kicked !
She had something to confess to
But you don’t have the time so
Look the other way
You will wait until it's over
To reveal what you’d never shown her
Too little much too late
Too long trying to resist it
You’ve just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world
Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own
My ex always called me his Goddess, I never understood why though. But now I see why, I surely act like one. He described me as Caring , Loving and very merciful. It didn't sink in til now. If I'm considered a Goddess I'm proud to be that way
This is a story between a boy and a girl
This boy promised her the world
But are his promises all true
Nope not at all he’s lying to you
She searched for the truth and this is what she found
Her bright smiled turned to a frown
She need what he said were lies
He watched her set there a cry
So this girl began to build
She built walls that won’t be open still
She ran far from this man
Vowing never to need a helping hand
This girl is now alone in the world
Who would want this broken down girl?
One man wants her so
But should she listen to what she’s been told?
Could he be like the boy in the past?
Will his feelings really last?
Should she run like she did before?
Or should she wait and see what’s in store.
By Poison Ivy
When you feel cold and warm at the same time,
when you read over the same line for the tenth time,
when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,
and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,
then you are in deep trouble my friend... you are in what they call, " love"
I've been making a man , with blonde hair and a tan, he's good for releasing my ... tension
COMMENTS
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Redrose7
18:58 Apr 25 2013
interview with the vampire
best movie ever! :D lol
xXPoisonIvyxX
23:18 Apr 25 2013
I LOVE THAT MOVIE SO MUCH !