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The heat has been quite bothersome. Already so i miss and crave the chill of a winter morning, the sight of snow upon everything. But alas, that is still many months away.



Things here on vampirerave have been nice. But as with everything, there are always its flaws. I know this is a vampire site and i know biting can be harmless. But please don't send about 20 bites within a 5 minute period. It is annoying as hell and a quick way to get blocked. I don't mind being bitten but not excessively.

Another restless night as i lay there in contemplation of life's past events. So far the answers have eluded me and may continue to do so for awhile.



As for events on here, things are looking better. As i level more seem to notice my presence and give me a welcome. Finally have made it to the level to post new forum threads but as to what they should be about, i cannot say. It seemed as though i knew before what they should be but now i can't recall.

As i have leveled along this site and opened up further options for myself, i have began to enjoy this site. Though many are not talkative and their motives clear as far as their goals are while on this site. I am still wondering what lies in store for me.



Sleep yet again had eluded my grasp. It makes me sincerely wonder what could be the cause if such madness. Sleep is rare and even when it does come the nightmares return. Maybe soon i will do what i had prayed i wouldn't have to. Lets just wait a little longer.

Last night was yet another sleepless night. Seems as if insomnia had claimed another night from me. Probably for the best though. For if sleep finally does take me, my mind shall yet again be plagued by the nightmares as they did years ago. These dreams i do not understand. They make absolutely no sense to me. But alas, what am i to do but endure them as i always have.



On a different note, i find this site interesting yet quiet. Within my first day i had been blocked without reason and only one individual even spoke to me. Many others just rated and left and some came by my profile and left without rating. Oh well. Guess not everyone can show even the slightest bit of sociability.

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NLW
22:23 Jul 07 2013

Sorry about the insomnia. I fight with it from time to time myself.

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