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My daughter, Amber, wrote this last night when she couldn't sleep, it comes from her heart and pretty much says what her life has been like... I love her so much.



Pull up a seat, unwind and listen

I got a story to tell you

Always getting that special attention from daddy

Not knowing any better, hiding in fear and confusion

Seeing those marks and bruises

Hearing those screams and cries

Than I turn around thinking it gets better

Waking up in a strange bed, tangled in strange sheets

My pillow wet from my tears

My throat aches from my screams

Strangers walking in, telling me to call them mom and dad

Little brother is all I've got left

Promised him, id never leave, itd always be the two of us

Grew up in the fast lane

Watching over the little one

Protecting him with all my strength

Homes go into the review mirror

Not a thing called Home Sweet Home

Got on my kbees and prayed to god, begging for my mommy back

He gave her to us but only to make us leave once again

Being touched and hurt by the ones I thought I could trust

Still playing mommy while mommy playing teen

Eventually she learned the hard way and got her senses back

Begging and crying to god I gave up, putting the faith into mom

And now were a family once again and with a better dad.

I was the teen and mom was the mom

Still protective of the little brother

Making memories with the friends

Forgetting the past, believeing it was finally over

But got a call on valentines day back in '09

Telling us you were dead, I just smiled and laughed

Thanking god once again for taking you away

Years have passed and I still think of you,

disgust and hatred is all I have

But Id love to thank you and the others

You've made me strong

Now imma independent mommy

Glad that you'll never meet her

And the haters just keep hating

Learn my story before you play judge

You cant get far being a hater

So flip your life And do the opposite

I wont judge you cause I only know your name