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It's an 'I need coffee' sort of day. z_z



Already late in the day and I'm sleepy but need to rush out. Busy.



Tomorrow will be heaven for me. Though I bet on the way home I'll end up falling asleep on the train, lol.

Today was a job fair for people who wanted to have summer jobs in the area I used to work at. I don't plan to attend any of their job fairs.



I heard news that the place I used to work at which was open 24/7, all year round for being the famous place that it is, was closed because of the hurricane. I laughed. As much as I love the iconic place, I did have a bad experience working there and they deserved what they got. Heh.



I mean, come on, being sexually harassed by two people and working hard for small male roles in the kitchen? Pfttt. Seeing rules that men have compared to women. They've got it worse, but I still wanted to be equal damn it. >_>



I will be so happy once I get back into the work force after the job training I get. Not a stupid temporary job.

I was so worried that I had missed someone tonight for the first time in messages. Took a nap and was exhausted. Woke up later than I expected. :(



To my surprise, he got on just before heading off. ♥



Now I will sleep better. :3

Doc's appointments all week this week. Blah, d blah blah. Fun holiday weekend and paperwork next week. Classes next month. Life got busy, yo.



Doctor said to massage my knee and it's doing well. Woo!



Now to start dinner...

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Lullaby
05:54 Feb 22 2013

Ask your boyfriend to massage it... ;P

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Ate an everything bagel for breakfast with vegetable cream cheese. The bagel is from my favorite place. I don't like store brands, they are icky in comparison.



I got up the guts to take a nice long shower. Feels nice to be clean. Especially when all my thoughts were dirty beforehand. hehe

Something I swore up and down that I hated. You mention it and it's like damnit, I lied to myself. :x LOL And holy shit, I love you for that. For changing my point of view. Never thought that would happen.



You make me want to draw something... hmmmm.

Waking up to the sweetest messages. I don't think my day could get any better.

I could kill for some date nut bread with cream cheese. Why must I crave this so late at night?! mmmm. ;_; We got none!

I'm having grapes. Okay I lied. Lulz. >.>

Last night's dream was that I ate chocolate chip cookies.



I know, why do I list these dreams? I think they are funny. Who else dreams about food this much? Comic book characters? lol

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deathnitegrl
21:19 Feb 16 2013

I tend to dream about food especially ones that have to do with chocolate stuff. It is not a good thing, because usually chocolate symbolises sickness :/

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xRosex
21:37 Feb 16 2013

I never knew that. Well I did wake up with uhh... something, so I guess that makes sense. lol And chocolate is my medicine for today. :P

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I did all my spring cleaning this early. :) I'm really proud of myself. Everything is nice and shiny.



I'm waiting on the guy to repair the bathroom, still. My hair has been so fucked the past few days. Oily crap. Yet, I managed to set things straight when I did my hair this morning Happy about that also.



Lastly, I can't wait to spend time on my Valentine's date. :) I don't care who hates the holiday. Those are the kinds of people who wine about Christmas or any other holiday. We get it- you're a grouch! Now shut up and eat chocolate. :) Lol

Things that I fear?

Coffee and Oreos. I don't even want this cream. Twisting the chocolate tops off and dunking them into my cup of mud.



My tummy is going to be unhappy later.

I found this on a Homestuck fan page but T3R3Z1's row is awesome. Looool She's the Troll that looks like me with the glasses. I'll translate each one since it's in L337. I gotta admit, it matches my character. xD Cause the other day my valentine said I had good taste and I said, well you taste good. haha

"You smell delicious so can I find out what you taste like? >;]"



"I'm a seer how about you let me see into your pants."



"My lack of sight is made up for in other areas of expertise."



"You're my favorite flavor, even better than cherry!!"



"I may be blind but I can clearly see you and me together."

Maybe I over walked after staying in for so long. Hip on the other side hurts like a bitch. xD I need to catch that person tomorrow for pics or I'll never get it done. I really enjoyed myself today. Instant connection.



This busy week may suck but I'd like to try and do something this Thursday. I'll think about it tomorrow night.

♥ Best Chinese New year ever.

Oh, I should mention that Purim is coming up on February 23. :) One of my favorite holidays. How to explain it... It's like Jewish Halloween. People dress up and give their friends purim baskets and have parties. I always enjoy the hamantashen. :3



The bakery a few blocks down has got the best tasting hamantashen. I always go for the poppy seed ones, traditional after all. They are triangle shaped cookies filled with flavors like poppy seed, apricot, sometimes chocolate, all depending on where you get them.

I'm so excited. LOL! I meet up with him tomorrow... err uhh, or is that later today as the time has changed past midnight? :P



I'm gonna freeze in this snow. My mom's friend said she'd let me borrow her camera in the morning or Monday, so yay! Woohoo! :D

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PandorasBx
19:23 Feb 10 2013

I want details! lol ;)

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On the plus side- I found sexy shoes. No, no, not your definition of sexy. (Call the fashion police all you like, I usually wear bootleg crocs.) Regular shoes with black suede and a skull on the side. I have these nifty black and white skull laces that I think I'll replace into these babies.

I really, really need to find this camera. /: I'm thinking someone did something stupid with it. Maybe a friend will help me if I ask...

I don't know what else to write. Journal entries become so boring when a person is happy. He's damn perfect, not one red flag. Of course, we have fun stuff to go to next week to get to know each other personally, which is the final test, but really, I have a good feeling in my gut and I think it's love.

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Lullaby
10:19 Feb 08 2013

I am sooooo happy for you! :D

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Valentine's day is almost here. o:



Hell yeah. >_> (Lol I'm such a dork.)

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NellMorgan
19:33 Feb 07 2013

Yup I can't wait either :D

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Fuck it, I'm making plans without anyone knowing. Muhahaha! Todays conversation was all kinds of ♥. Implying nice things.

All I want is to sneak off during Chinese New Year. Can I ask of that much without anything going wrong? I have a hug waiting for me, damnit. >:(



I can't even promise that much to anyone right now.

The weird thing about dream eating is that I don't feel hungry when I wake up. o.O In my dream (Not reality), I had two big bowls of chocolate cereal and pizza.



The rest of the dream was like a horror movie thing where I was fighting someone, but no matter what anyone did, they couldn't die. It was weird and somewhat fun, like a video game. :o

Me- "I'd end up taking a bite out of myself if that were true. Nothing beats chocolate. Except you."



"Whoa, you just proved yourself wrong with that rhyme. ;)"



Me- "I didn't even realized that rhymed. lol"



Lmfao, since when do I start talking in rhymes? Wtf is wrong with me? >.>

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Lullaby
13:39 Feb 04 2013

... That is cute. :P

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Omg. ♥ He sang me the Pokemon song with half the lyrics missing. I loved that. Arrrggg, he's so cute.

I almost died in my shower. Was taking one when part of the ceiling fell on me. I ran out, butt-naked, brushed the debris off and got dressed.



I hope this guy fixes it before the apt aboves tub falls in or something. Guess this puts a lot of plans back for me...

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Lullaby
12:46 Feb 03 2013

STREAKER!

At least you're okay. O.o and keep on trucking. You can continue your plans. :)

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sahahria
13:30 Feb 03 2013

EGADS. Where the heck is the landlord?! That is nuts. I'm glad you're ok though. o.o

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I don't want to feel as if I'm jinxing anything. What I do want is for it to work out. I feel so alive. I don't know what was wrong with me the past few months. I wish I could talk about how dead inside I felt, as if there was something wrong with me. The professionals I did talk to shrugged it off. I can't explain it, but I shut myself out and it physically hurt. I need to apologize for my friends who put up with me. Those who saw me bitch about how mushy people are stupid (Except for two happy people, I never get sick of them.) I feel bad that I was that much of a monster to everyone and myself.



I wish my week wasn't so busy. ): I'm dying to meet up with him.

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Lullaby
12:45 Feb 03 2013

I was like that for a time. Died inside. Just a great void of blankess. Sometimes I get filled with so much anger and frustration that it's almost like being dead inside - or rather, it is like being a zombie, because you have a one-track mind that seems to be programmed for rage.



I really want you to be happy, in any capacity. :D Embrace the fuck out of it, and when you're ready and YOU feel it is the right time... Embrace the fuck out of him.

Lolol.

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xRosex
12:50 Feb 03 2013

LOL



He is gonna get the hug of a life time.

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I was cleaning out my space to look for the camera. Not that I think it would be here, but by chance if it was? Nope. Instead I found some nice things, including a paint set I lost two years ago.



There are also a lot of papers I left around here from when I had graduated high school. I moved one, didn't realize there was a doodle on the back, of some monster I must have drawn and it scared the crap out of me. lol Damn, I don't even remember making it but it's my style.