I am so so so so confused.......o.O
Suck it up buttercup. Not everybody gets tens and has zero blocks. So stop your whining.
I love you my BFF ^_^
One day, we will still paint the town red. ~snuggles~
Sometimes I just get the feeling maybe I shouldn't have come back here.
I sometimes feel like I am being ignored and avoided.
I am here for other reasons though. I will be friendly if talking to you but I am definitely more bitter towards people in general.
And if I do talk to you. It means I sincerely do like you as a person. And if we become friends then I will cherish you even more.
But if you are going out of your way to avoid me then take me off your friends list and stop being fake. I don't have time for your games.
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I do not ignore people, I am a french speaking person so I tend to not talk much, or only to a few, cuz often I sort of put my feet in a bear trap without wanting it or even realize it, since I translate what I want to say from french to english and it comes out wrong often, but I do reply to messages when people write to me, and I like that, also since I am on 5 profiles then I sometimes don't get the message right away, I get it when I switch, so I am not ignoring people, and as for friend's list, I do at times clean it up, being a premium I can see who added me, so what I do is compare who added me with who I have added, and remove the ones who have not added me that are on my added list, otherwise I don't really remove anyone, I do with all my profiles, once in a while.
It is not fair.
How can the Gods be so cruel to bring something, someone, into your life that you want so badly only to laugh at you from afar knowing you can never have what your heart wants?
They must enjoy my pain, suffering, and sorrow.
Why oh why do I HAVE to do errands right now, when it is VERY bloody cold outside.
And I HAVE to walk, because I don't drive. My face started freezing up and my hands.
I am going to be a Pinkysicle by the time I get home!
I get to sleep in a little bit tomorrow.
This excites me greatly.
I don't like waking up at 5 am every week day.
With that said, I really am off to bed. No days off has made me terribly exhausted.
Oh how I love being ignored.....
On the contrary. It actually pisses me right off.
Especially when it is important and I want to know now.
You have an obligation. I watch your children.
Pay me when you are supposed to.
My birthday is in a few weeks.
Two of my best friends are throwing a party for me and it is a masquerade theme.
My one friend's husband built two six feet tall pillars so we can take some pictures.
I did some shopping today because I am going to be making my own mask, so I HOPE it will turn out ok.
I am really excited, I haven't had a themed birthday since I was 14 haha!
Jeeze go away for a year or two and you forget the people you used to know.
Or they go and do a name change but you recognize their pictures when they swing by or vice versa.
My R key keeps sticking and not typing and it's driving me nuts!!!
Okay, for real I am going to bed now.
You know one pet peeve I have?
SPELLING!!!
I literally shudder when reading, anything really, and I see poor spelling.
Or when people right like dis and u really just want 2 smack dem upside da head and tell dem 2 go back 2 school.
Yeah.
Okay I am tired I should really go to bed.
Alrighty. After that little mishap of deleting all my profile info, and thanks to my sweet, loveable, snuggleable, my bestie I love soooo much that saved my ass, I think I have finished.
I am exhausted after this week.
And my profile may not be how it was before I made the oopsie. For now it will just have to do.
Yeah. I am juvenile sometimes. That would most likely be the bipolar in me.
And yay! On my way home!
There's aaaaaaaa.....peeeeenis in my face in my face.
There's a penis in my face in my face!
It was done in such distaste. Waving his schlong all over the place.
There's a penis in my face in my faaaaaaccccce.
And now it's gone!
>_< I am so so sooooo sorry but that is what went through my head seeing that avatar and I needed it out of my head lol
Really? You thought you already paid me?
Nope. And guess what because you missed paying me you now owe me the full amount before next Friday.
That's my rent right there. You can't keep delaying paying me now. Not my fault.
SPIDER!!!
SPIDER SPIDER SPIDER SPIDER SPIIIIDEEEERR!!!!
~runs away screaming like a girl~
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Okay.... I don't know you lol
Oh whatever! you know me better than anyone else here.
Now come fly here in a plane, find the ugly bug and SQUISSSHHHH IIIIIT!!!!
I left and came back and it has moooooved. I don't know where it is. It could be in my bed with meeeeee.
After speaking to the kids grandma I feel a lot better. She thinks I am doing a good job with the kids and that their dad just is high string, anal, and has high expextations. She agrees with me that if he had a problem he should have said so to my face and maybe there wouldn't have been miscommunication like I think what happened. He thinks I had no clue he was there which I knew he was. So I am betting he thinks that if he hadn't been there the kids would have been alone that whole time.
I didn't know I had to chaperone him while he was with his kids. I had been upstairs five minutes doing dishes but I guess that was enough time for the hellions to destroy the basement again right after I made them clean it.
So if he had talked to me instead of his ex their mother I would have told him my thoughts exactly.
I am SO FUCKING MAD AND ANNOYED!!!!!!!
Beyond pissed off. I need a new job now because I am sick od being a nanny and being treated like some fourteen year old kid who doesn't know what they are doing.
GO FUCK YOURSELVES!
I do not like being lied about.
So dang tired but must stay awake. It's also cold in this house but I don't want to touch the furnace since its not my house. At my appartment I have free heat so when I am cold I crank it.
Oh I just want to be in my warm bed.
I really hope I get that job. Then no more being a nanny or working at the clothing store anymore.
The exam was ok. I actually really liked the first one with the essays rather than this one with the reading comprehension. Now to wait and see what my marks are and that makes me nervous.
My old assistant manager contacted me today and she pumped my name to the new movie theatre that is taking over the old one. She works for the new radio station in town and she gets the heads up on new businesses in town. They asked her if she knew anyone that would make a good manager at the theatre and she told them about me. So that is my exciting news for the day and I am actually excited about the possibility of getting this job. It prob might not be til May but crossing my fingers.
It is soooo nice to sleep in even if it is just by a bit, and not have to be up at five in the morning to get ready to be a nanny for the day.
I have part two of my English exam today. I really, really, really hope I pass so that I can start with my open studies with Anthropology.
I am sure I will have to upgrade other courses, but I hope I would have too lol not right away anyway. I might have to take biology, or chemistry or something. As long as it's not math I am all goooood.
I suppose I should drag my ass out of bed and get ready. I have to leave in half an hour and I also really want a coffee. Here's to hoping I don't spill it all over the floor like last time. -_-
What a piss off!
At least Cancer tried to help me. I don't know if there is any other way, but apparently you cannot use a credit card gift card to purchase a PM.
I bought it specifically to get a PM and I can't even use it.
~growls~
Dear Gods I am not feeling super at all today. My head, my brain actually, just feels dried and squished up. My eyes don't even want to open all the way and feel puffy. I was congested when I woke up, but I just feel so, so, so, tired.
I don't want to go to work, but I am the boss today, and I really need the money.
Bleh.
Pinky is a tad drunk I was gonna ramble so I deleted it. Life is great And that is all. :)
One hour left of watching these kids. Then off to my next job for four hours.
Then it's time for fun! A friend came baxk for the weekend from across the country. Wasn't planning on going out but now how can I not!
Just need to get some drinks on me and that'll perk me right up.
I really fucking hate being told what to do. Especially by a 17-18 year old. I am 31. You might be their aunt but I get paid to be their nanny. Don't fucking tell me what to do. I really don't understand why I am here today if she is here. The kids don't listen to me even more when she is here.
They are cranky and being defiant. I will put them both down for a fucking nap if I think its needed. And it is SO fucking needed today. I am not putting up with their shit today.
Awwww my second block. Do I care?
Not a teeny tiny fraction. VR is not my life. It's the internet. My profile is who I am and I do not tolerate drama on here anymore. Do what you like. It won't bother me any. There's much more to life then your downrates and blocks. Just your loss that you could have made a good,honest, caring friend. But no big deal. I don't need retards in my life.
It has been like a year, maybe more since my last log in. Maybe. I don't keep track anymore. I have been more involved with improving my life and being happy rather than getting involved in drama.
I now have my GED and challenging the English diploma exam so I can get into University in the Fall. Crossinfg my fingers I pass.
Also happy to say I no longer take medication for depression or bipolar medication. I am one happy camper and happy with my life.
Still single and very happy to be so. Most of my drama came from being in relationships. Peopke do not turn out to be who they say they are.
I do think of it here often though. So maybe I will check in more. Or maybe I won't. Who knows.
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