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07:00 Dec 27 2011
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Oh life, you are a fucking joke.
I only come back on VR now to take a quick peek around and sometimes make a journal entry, because sometimes there are things I need to get out and don't want people in my life knowing what I think.
My boyfriend of 4 months I am pretty sure is married. I think I have finally called him out on it, because I have not heard a peep from him.
And because I am so naive and gullible to believe he loved me, on Christmas, I had set my mind on committing suicide. I had enough of life, and lies and feeling like there really is no one out in the world to honestly and truly love me.
And right before I was about to go through with it, a friend called me. I didn't answer it, but I know I am being watched over, and I know that everyone else around me loves me.
AND NO FUCKING ASSHOLE IS WORTH MY OWN LIFE!!!!!
So, that being said, I may pop on a few more times, and then go back to my new beginning (again) and try to make my life worth living for.
Happy New Year to you all. =)
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Lullaby
10:26 Dec 27 2011
My brother-in-law's brother tried to do the same thing, for the same reason, on the same day.
:/
A fresh year, a fresh start.
Zilaheteb
11:38 Dec 27 2011
You are the only one who can make your life worth living or give others the power to make you feel as though it is not.
A new year approaches, be the best you, that you can be. Let those that love you know you love them and what you seek will find its way to you.