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A Time Of Love

02:01 Dec 30 2007
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My Boyfriend sent me this and I thought it was a bitter sweet little story.

I wanted to share it with you all




10th grade



As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and I handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go and well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had written in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

"I wish I did too"...I thought to myself, and I cried.

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God's Gift to Woman

05:25 Dec 20 2007
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That's my guy =)

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12:47 Dec 17 2007
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Ok Here it is

I am in a rather moody frame of mind tonight and after a certain message being sent to me, It really didn't help things

I don't know what's wrong with some people.

I am not directing this in any way, shape or form towards those of us here who are Emo, so just keep that in mind.

I had a person message me, after asking how they were, saying that they are dying slowly and painfully

*sigh*

I find that stupid and just plain dumb.

People who invite death to their door for no good reason at all make me angry.

Exactly a week ago today, my circle of friends had to face the horrible fact that a baby, born into out cirlce 1 year ago, was taken from us suddenly and in a horrific fashion.

A week ago, one of my best friends lost her son and almost lost the life of her unborn child and yesterday, that friend had to bury her first born and only son.

So when I have someone sending me a message about how they are "dying", well that's when you can kiss my A$$, I have no time for such stupidness to be quite honest with you.

So continue to play with death in your little dream world of darkness.

Continue to wish death upon yourself while others have to face the reality of having to bury their child.

Things happen to us all that at times, we wish we didn't have to deal with, but that my friends is life

Reality can bite you in the A$$ at anytime, if we are ready to face it or not.

I am sorry if anyone who reads this is offended, but the wounds are still raw

Cherish what you have instead of wishing harm upon yourself.

There's a reason you're here.

If things bring you down, just remember that there will always be someone out there who is hurting 10x more than you are right now



Peace to you all


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Friends???

06:11 Dec 15 2007
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During times in your life when you need as much love and support as you can get, you can see who is really a true friend and those who aren't

I realised this early in the week, when having to deal with the loss of my dear friend's child.

Since the age of 11, I have been friends with this woman, we are part of a large group of friends who are all close....or so I thought...

It came to my attention this week that infact, most of those wh we considered to be true friends are nothing but leeches, who only choose to know you when it suits them.

During my friend's time of need, these people were nowhere to be seen, and these are the ones who still live in this town with us.Friends from across the country and those who are all over the world managed to send their love in some form, yet those who live up the street couldn't even be bothered to pick up the phone.

I was and continue to be disgusted by their actions or should I say lack of actions.

I understand that people change with time, but the bonds we had seemed to be unbreakable.

The time will come when they will send the call out for us, when they will need our love and support. The thing is, will we be there for them????



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Aizijah Kenneth Tamakehu Raupita

05:10 Dec 14 2007
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Our Little Angel
Rest In Peace

This Handsome young man here is my close friends son Aizijah, who was taken from us on Tuesday 11th of December.
He had only just turned 1 3 months ago and was about to become a big brother for the first time.
Our Hearts are broken and our eyes still wet from the tears that will not stop flowing.
He was and always will be Loved by all who had the chance to know him.

Haere Ra Pepi
Aroha Nui

Aunty Mitsi



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Humans and Nature

10:48 Dec 07 2007
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I have always had a love for all creatures and the world around us, Papatuanuku (Mother Earth) and our Animal brothers have always had a special place in my heart...and they always will.

This is why I cannot fathom how fellow humans can treat the earth and all of its beautiful creatures with such disregard.

The need for land has always been human nature, but it has now been taken to the extreme. The destruction of some of this worlds last untouched lands is now an everyday occurrence that sickens me to my very core. We cannot blame the ever growing population either, no. The reason for the rapid loss of our last pieces of paradise is Mans lust and romance with Greed and Wealth.

Clear away a forest that has lived for thousands of years to build a few holiday homes for those with money. Construct high rise hotels on virgin coastline so that those with power can have nice views when they wake up.

They say money makes the world turn, well what use is money if they don't have a world to live in. By harming our earth, we are causing the slow demise Papatuanuku (Mother Earth)

And what about our Animal brothers? We as humans are taught to believe that we are at the top of the food chain, yet we don't seem to act like it.
We place judgement on our Animal brothers and determine where their rightful place in this world is. They have just as might to exist here as we do.
Some call them dumb animals, but who is really the dumb species? It is not our Animals that polute the water and the air, that rip down forests, that over fish the waters, that create weapons that can destroy their ellow brothers, the list just goes on and on.

Humans have a sense of arrogance about them. We believe that we have the right to dictate every living thing in this world. Well I'm sorry but that is far from the truth.

What gives a humn the right to tell a Wolf Pack where they can and can't be? What right do we have to kill a Bear because it MIGHT become a problem to the near by town one day?

The things we kill animals for are things we do ourselves to them. We attack their packs, their young and expect them to move on, we call them savage yet some of us need to look in the mirror.

When you judge and animal and call it a savage beast, then you yourself are one aswell.
We do not and never have had the power to rule over our Animal Brothers, and it is wrong to think that we do.

We cause the death of certain species and then we sit back and wonder why they are no more
WE are the reason...

It is time for us to stop thinking that humans are the rulers of this world we live in, Papatuanuku (Mother Earth) answers to no one, and our Animal Brothers march, fly, swim, slither and jump to their own beats.

We are just a part of this world, not all, so lets stop detroying what we can only partly claim



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My Rant pt 1

10:15 Dec 07 2007
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Just a random rant...nothing too earth shattering lol

Now I've been here on VR for about 2-3 weeks now and I'm loving it, a place where one isn't labled "weird" for taking an interest in things that the general population of the world look at as being "unconventional"...

Any who getting back on track here, like I said, been here for about 2-3 weeks and already I have encountered what I was hoping I wouldn't...sleezy old man, who until recently I found out has been the person stalking me on here...

Now, I by all means have no problem with the stalking option on here, but when some random old guy, who might I add is old enough to be my Grandfather, keeps sending you messages about "wanting to hear you speak in your erotic tongue and if you have one, could you please get on cam so I can say hello to you", that's when things start to get annoying and the pissy mood kicks in.

Now I will NEVER deliberately ignore someone who is kind enough to send me a message, as I will usually reply by saying hi.
But when you are constantly bombarding me with nonsensical messages that contain cheesey lines, demands or you're just being annoying for the sake of it, that's when I will block you.

I have clearly stated on my profile that I am not here looking for love and wish for my time on here to be free of negativity, obviously old random guy and the other random and rather pathetic guy didn't read that part.

If you're on here simply to try your luck hitting on girls then all power to you, just don't go hitting the message button for me as I am here to converse with others who are able to talk and debate over subject matter that takes my fancy.

- I DO NOT CAM
- I DO NOT CYBER
- I AM IN NO WAY INTERESTED IN HOOKING UP WITH ANYONE ON HERE
- AND I MOST CERTAINLY AM NOT HERE TO BE STALKED BY SOME OLD GUY WHO GETS OFF ON ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF YOUNGER WOMEN

If you want to talk with me then by all means do, just don't get all upset if I decline to cyber/cam or tell you I have a Boyfriend...there are sites out there that provide for your needs thank you very much...

That said, I am very happy to have found this site and have enjoyed my conversations with those I have met on here.



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