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I haven't been on in awhile and I apologize. I've been going through some hard times lately and something that happened yestarday just killed me. The drummer of Avenged Sevenfold, Jimmy 'The Rev' Sullivan passed away. They found him dead 1 PM yestarday in his home. I'm not entirely sure what all happened, but when my friend told me I cried for 2 hours straight. I didn't know what to do. I know I'm just another fan but I simply adore him and everything he does. He may not be my obsession per-say, but its still the fact that I looked up to him. And there were many people that have too. RIP Jimmy 'The Rev' Sullivan February 10, 1981 - December 28, 2009.

Yea, my boyfriend broke up with me today by completely ignoring me. I devoted myself to this guy. I tryed everything to be with him. I risked a friendship that I cherished to be with him. But he deletes me from his myspace, rejects my friend requests 3 times. He ignored all of my texts, even ignored my IMs. I just simply gave up on him. I'm devoting my life to music and my career as a photographer. I don't need crap like him walking in my life, says he's going to marry me one day, and then 5 days later, he has nothing to do with me. Yea, some boyfriend. I'm just glad to be single again. I'm tired of relationship drama..

It started a few years back when my friend and I played with the Ouji Board my mother got. After we put it up, we started getting stalked by spirits who played with us. They tormented my family and I. One even followed my friend to her house. Recently, before I moved to my new house to get rid of the demon, I was attacked. It was an old evil demon. I could never leave my room when I wanted to. I always felt unsafe. Since I moved to my new house, I was only taken aback once by a spirit. I was walking up my stairs and something grabbed my side. I believe it was the demon telling me not to go into the house. But I went in anyways. I needed to get away from it. While I was at the old house, I was afraid of being attacked when I wanted out of my room. He made a game out of it. He would torment me and always laughed at me. I hated how I didn't feel comfortable in my own house. Ever since I moved into my new house, I've been so free. The demon had me under his grasp for his pleasure and I hated it. I hated how I never felt safe. I was ecstatic when I left that house. I refuse to go back.

I wonder if my life-style is the best plan for me. I never know what is best for me, so I take what life throws at me. I am very old fashioned about everything, mainly relationships. I want to persue my dream as a Photographer. I feel that if I set my goals, I can make it happen. I can be a very lazy person. I am very spoiled, and I have a big attitude. I have weird obsessions but my boyfriend loves me anyways. I don't understand most complex words because I never pay attention. I never really finish things so I'm ending my Journal here.

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xdark666angelx
21:47 Dec 10 2009

That sounds a lot like me to be honest.

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