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Lately I've found myself getting on this site more and more. I've been feeling a lot better. It has been 4 months and I'm still not completely over the greatest lost I think my Avenged Family has had to go through. Recently I have actually talked to the lead singer's wife. She is very sweet and nice. She's doing a lot better than I would have expected. Leanna is coping very well. Matt on the other hand, is taking it hard. Which is understandable. I would do the same thing if my bestfriend of 18 years passed away at such a young age. Enough about this now. Everything else is rather ok. I've been thinking a lot about moving in with my dad in Michigan because my parents here are never nice any more. I'm lucky enough to still be sane. I'm not sure what to do anymore. The only things really keeping me in Louisiana is my friends here. I do however have a best friend in Michigan that I plan on moving to California with. I wish I could go ahead and move out there with her because I am so tired of staying here. There's not much to do here anyways so why bother staying here? I don't like staying here in the first place. I've stayed here for 16 almost 17 years and I've been sick of it since I turned 10. Everything became old and I'm tired of it. I want to travel the world once I become a Photographer. I basically have my life set out. I just need to get enough money to actually get things started. I can't wait to have everything set out. I have a plan and I want to stick to it. I just want to be one of those people that has their mind set to something and actually have the power to do it. I'm tired of being a spoiled irresponcible brat. I want to try to start getting things done around the house and help but when I try, I get bitched at so I give up and go to my room. But then I still get bitched at. Why? Because my parents hate me I swear. I get tired of it so I just lock myself in my room and give up. Think I'm wrong? Probably but it's something I can't help and I hate it.. Thanks for reading this if you did. Comment if you like. :]