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But why is it that people are so willing to let things go? Do they really feel they have so much time to let it all slip away? At 25 I feel as if it is all getting away from me so fast...try though I might to take hold of it. Perhaps I am just being naive.

As an adult we are all in the belief that there are certain ways to behave...especially in the company of others. What do you do when you break said decorum? Here I am a grown ass woman acting like a starved, love sick school girl forgetting everything there is to social decency! ::shakes my head:: The sad thing is...just when you think you have it figured out..that you have a good handle on things, something large inundates your world and leaves you reeling with insecurities you thought long since buried. There is no manual, no book or poem to stop the lunacy and fear. No right or wrong in the telling of it...only aftershock as you stare in horror at what you had nearly caused. I can only hope that as more years pass the rememberance of it will take the lashing sting away.