Creepy Tik Toks You Should NOT Watch At Night
Somehow I've hurt my left shoulder and neck so that now I want to scream in pain when I turn my head either way. I'm so tired of hurting that I'm ready to down a bottle of pain pills if I can find any. Tylenol is not working and It's really starting to piss me off. Safe to say I'm in a bad place right now. Maybe a heating pad will work....or a hot soak.
Coffee sounds good.
No Bottle of pills will be taken. (not that crazy) Yet.
A home down the street from mine is burning. The flames are huge and the fire department is there. I pray no one is hurt. I don't know who lives there but my heart goes out to them. Losing everything is devastating. I just hope every is safe.
It's raining today...A slow depressing drizzle that doesn't stop. Cloudy skies and a slight breeze. I'd rather have a Raging thunderstorm...Lightening that streaks across the sky and fierce winds that bends the top of tree's. And Thunder that shakes the walls. I could snuggle in bed happily with that. Knowing the world was shut off from me and I was shut off from the world. Seems so peaceful..
So far this week....I've been sick...I've had bad dreams almost every night. Friendship issues ...Kicked the fuck out of my sore toe...knee is killing me and can't eat much which had led to other problems. I want to go to bed cover my head and hide for about a month. I think I've pissed something off. Maybe Karma? Who knows. ~Sighs~
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