~*~My Story~*~00:52 Aug 29 2007
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The faces of my victoms (from the past) haunt me every waking moment... Having to drink the life-source of mortals... Being damned to never die... and to watch all those I love die... It all tortures me, greatly... I can't take any of that back... I have tried white & black magick, even the occult, but i still cannot take any of that back... That, my dear, is what has--and will--torture me for the rest of eturnity.
My dear, i am real... i am as real as you are. Living.... breathing..... feeding...... I do not "role play" ever. I am who i am, and that, is that. My lifestyle is far from a fantasy... more like a horror novel... where i am the poor soul that is the main character... and dies a most painful death after being torchured over.... and over..... and over.... and over again........ I am a vampire. It is not glamorous. It is not fun. It is not fake. I am, what you mortals call, a monster.
I will live longer, but i do not age. That is one perk to being a vamp. I have a very good complection because of the immortal blood flowing within. My skin heals quickly, and my hair takes forever to grow. (So if i get a haircut i do not like, I'm skrewed. Lol.) I have a tendancy to refer to my past form of speach, so if i am inconsistant, I'm sorry. My blood runs warm, so i do not get cold easy. (as for the summer... ugh!) I love leather and lace, and all the darker, modern, styles. But i do occasionally go back to the old fashions...
I do need blood. It is a nessesity, that i truly do love! I can feel the heart of a mortal from a foot away. I can read (some) of the thoughts of immortals. I sleep in a dark closet, where no light can get in. I dont eat mortal food (solid food), except for the occasional ice cream (by choice)... lol. The sun does not burn my skin, but it scorches the blood within! Very painful, indeed. And when the scorched blood get to your heart,... well, lets say its much worse than a bad case of heart burn!!! Lol! I can go in the sun after 5:00, because the sun is lower in the sky and its is cooler outside then. My skin is very pale when i have just fed. But rather tan when i am ill, and havent fed enough. I heal rather fast after i have fed, and the wound barely leaves a scar. I have very good agility, and strength
~As for being a vampire, well, here's how it happened...~
I was walking to my sister's house as i usually did in the summer/fall. The month was September. The day was Fri. 22. I was thinking of how depressed i was, considering my mother had recently passed on, and i had wished for death. I had begged the gods for it... But it wasnt a god that gave me death... It was a vampire. Her name is Chloe`, or Cloe in english. She just came out of no where! One second i was walking slow, and steady,--the next, being bitten on the neck by a blonde-bitch!!! Needless to say, i didnt make it to my sister's place. Lol. She was my maker, so she was the one who was sopposed to teach me how to live the life of a vampire. However, after she turned me, she left me there, bruised, bloody, and dead. Well, at least, my body was.
The next morning, i awoke in the arms of a young man. I was startled, and didnt know who he was, so i flipped out. He told me his name was Michael, and that he wanted to help me. He, too, was a vampire. He taught me thy ways of the vampire. He taught me everything.
We have been the best of friends ever since. Dont worry, just friends. Nothing more. Never have been, never will be. Me and Mike, any way.
And that's how i was born into darkness.
COMMENTS
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CajunTigress
16:31 Feb 24 2008
lovely story
very interesting as well
demongirl16
19:34 Jul 17 2008
im sorry for all you had to endure, my beatiful friend and mentor,
always yours,
Violet