with how active i am in vampirerave
1000 clicks per day
in i don't know 4-5 hours that i am on 6-7 maybe
but in less then 23.62 hours
by my calculation in thirdays maybe less when my laptop gets fixed i'll be a a sire
wows.
i have got like five messages saying i have two other accounts.
to clarify i do not.
i have made on account for my best friend alie
and i made the other account for my rl sister hana. she had told me not to disclose her name.
if you want proff i will post a picture of my sister and me in the portfolio. but you will have to give me time.
so for the reference i have done nothing wrong. also i hate it when people accuse me of breaking the rules when i have broken none.
i want to message cancer
but i am too nervous too
he dosn't have to reply back
but what if i say the wrong thing or something goes wrong T.T
besides he probrobly gets too many messages anyways *sighs and looks down*
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oh i did so much work to get here.
yeay yeay yeay!
*jumps up and down and dose the happy dance*
it took four days of looking at stuff comment ing on things and rating but i got here.
yeay!
no longer will i have to sit on the computer just to get to the level i am freeeeeeee!
i have unlimited messages. i was able to conquire my impatienness.
but don't get me wrong i will still be on the hours of the day i can get ons.
^,..,^
its called vampfangs.com
fyi i am buying one of the ten dollar pair costum fangs.
its great cause it gives you video instructions and everthings.
i read in the book dracula that bram stroker was not where the vampire legend had come from. it had exsisted long befor anyone started to write actualy storries about them. some people need to get thier facts strait. and for those who didn't know well now you know. i am not trying to be mean. but a couple of others (not naming names) have told me that i am just a poser and bram stroker was the one who came up with the vampire myth.
3 days and i have been upgraded to mosquito!
yesh.
feel pitty for mes.
i am sos in pain right now i can't even stand it.
i just had backsurgery not even a year ago major work on my spine. and well i can still feel the effects.
if you wanna know i had back sugery because of scoliosis. it is a deformality in the spine that causes a curvature. it is most common in girls but is rarly fatle. in my case it was fatle.
the weird part about it was that when they took my blood for testing befor the surgery they said i had a high count of platlets and some other healing gens stuffers. i know that can't be right. they said it was normal for me after it didn't go down.
but thats never been normals for me befors. of cuarse things change. i healed in record time though. he said i was the fastest one to heal. its just the nervs are starting to come back together and they are causing me lots of pains, sometimes littles and sometimes it reveals pain i have had there but couldn't feels.
i have this friend who saids hes a half vampire
i didn't believe him until the day he poisined me with something. he said it was his own blood. i believed him for the fact that i was paralized in the arm. (and that i had blood coming out of my wrist fromt the small price. i relized it could have been anything but the way i saw it it just couldn't be anything unless it was a spine he stick in my skin. but i saw nothing of that sort). i started to believe him about vampire stuff thats partialy the reason i got involved with you know. but i didn't believe him all the way. i used to be christian strict so you know i wasn't very openminded about anything else. well i started to dout everything but since he did that i have had cravings. i used to hate horror shows now i just watch it for the excive amounts of blood. i don't know if its in my head but i don't realy believe sos since when my sister get cut and tries to show me i kind of cringed. but yet in the back of my head i want that blood that dribbles slowly down her leg.
well recently i was cooking hamburger. and i ate it half raw cause i saws you know.
can someone explain?
i know it sounds nuts and maybe that not how vampirism is tranfered but i know something happened. i know something about me change overnight! changes do not happen overnight, at leaste for me anyways. even the change of not being christian(please don't get into a converstation about that) came very slowly. it took about 3 years to confirm to myself that i was no longer christian. i know myself well enough. i am the type of peson who evaluates themselves everso often to see what they are like. i am the type of person that questions every action and changes come upon sloly. and something like blood? i was downright afraid of it. now i want it. and it happened overnight.
((p.s. please do not get into the discussion about christian even if you are and you think i should be. i don't want to discuss about that. just using it as an example to how changes come upon me slowly. this is about vampirism or the wierd accurence))
i looked over at pages veiwed and it said
666
i mean right when i logged on.
that is never gonna happen again in like a million years
am i right?
to get to levle three.
yes i am very impatients so i am gonna bes a little twicy till i get theres but not means. but i'll be commenting rating and everythings like hecks till i get theres.
i realy want to obtain that unlimited messaging mwhaha sos i can spam
no no no i am just kiding me being randoms
but yeah i am lonly and i wanna talkers.
T.T
i can't do thats if i am on limited.
i have basicaly figures out this site.. cept the coding. anyways i am workin on that. that seems to be the only thing i can dos till i get my unlimited messaging.
but yeahs i can't waits till i am unlonly.
I am so sick and fed up with this.
My dad messes up the house right after i clean it up
he then tells me to clean it up
i clean it up and he messes it up again
then i get fed up and lock myself in my sisters room
(where the computer is)
i stay there for the rest of sunday and he messes up the house again
mom comes home monday morn
sees the house a mess
goes biserk and throws stuff at me and my sister.
i fall down (recently had surgery)
i can't get up because i have to turn to do it and a chiar had landed atop me
no one to help except after five minutes had past
thats when my sister comes in and helps me
she nags at me all the way to chool and then sends me to school with a bad attitude.
i end up telling my bf that i am not in the fucking mood
basicaly all he did was pull my hoodie over my head.
(now i am sitting in the clssrom playing on the computer dreading going home)
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It's bad, but it's not that bad *hugs*
Awww, that's awful. it'll get better though. Keep smiling.
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