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i cant wait

a little longer

i shall be out

i hate the hunger

cant stand them

everything they do

seems to be against me

camparing me

to my sibling

i am not her

never will be her

if anything im better

but they always think im bad

i havent done anything

to make them think that

im holding on

just a little longer

then i shall be gone

on my own

but not completly

i will move with a freind

helping eachoher

like we always have

but for now

i have to deal

hold the anger

but they dont get it

im not the same person i was before

not that they ever knew who i was

they know nothing about me

they think my favoret color is black

how wrong is that

my best freind is kathrine they say

but my best freinds name dosent start with a K

i cant make it on my own they tell me

but i know i can

i will

i must

i cant take the abuse anymore

i will get out..

patience is all i need at the moment

I lost the one I love

completly this time

I have reson to believe

I will never get him back

he led me to beleive I would

but for some reson I know i won't

saying his life is to unstable right now

what is that suppose to mean

he say's I need to wait

but what if im tired of waiting

I dont think he is coming back

I dont think 'll ever hear from him again

oh well