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well chasing after the guy i like is geting to tireing i think ill just stay away and maby just maby he'll come after me..doubt it i know i cant have him..i know hes no good for me..but what can i say i love him.love such a strong word rarely used by me felt it once before..before i even knew the guy im in love with now but that one man is gone i shall never see him again inless...i leave this world..when will that happen..i have no clue maby tomaroo...maby never..never thats a long time do i want to be here that long ..of course i do only if i have my love but i cant have him . either one ive ever loved i can never have..maby the one still alive will give me a chance maby ill have a name for him all i have now is jarod..all i can call him ..he cheats why do i want him i hate it when people are not loyal but i cant resist him cant stay away no matter what i do i alway find my self in his arm's i hate it so much i hate myself for leting him..helpng him cheat.



I guess i cant stay away...

I guess i wont stay away...

I guess i will not stay away...





I will just act as if nothing has happend

and try one more time to resist



LOVE i HATE it yet its all I WANT

tomarro i have prom. and i am dateless i had 1 date then he couldednt go than i found another and he got grounded and the girl i desided to take as a freind dosent have 35 dollars the ticket is 70 but i was gona pay for half of it. so im going and im hoping i find someone to hang with,dance with, at the prom.i cant wait some of my freinds that arnt goin are coming over tomarro to help me get ready yay wow i just said yay i must be realy happy oh well bye



*all me-alyssa-neo*