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07:05 Feb 27 2008
Times Read: 647


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07:03 Feb 27 2008
Times Read: 648


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07:02 Feb 27 2008
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The Calling
05:42 Feb 27 2008
Times Read: 650

Sometimes I see my reflection,

a reflection of despondency in all its allurement

A river of crimson flows before me, a siren is calling my name

I cannot resist this urge to drown in a kings abounding blood

Swaying slightly, my head tilted

Vitals drain from eyes and mouth

The siren screams to me impatiently

commanding me to die, to drown

I will emerge an empty shell

I will engage in bloody massacrer

For the siren and my King

My King of Hell

Stolen Emotions
05:42 Feb 27 2008
Times Read: 651

what have you wrought?

a smothering indistinctness of agony as affections seep.

once we savored bliss,

untainted and open,

but your desire perished.

a feverish vision of lies -

thoughts follow bitterness, follow bone,

love ground to dust.

in a haze of sorrow,

i reject you.

Shadow
05:41 Feb 27 2008
Times Read: 652






Around, all around, the shadows gather.

My dread grows as the Dark One's touch falls against my naked soul.

He's taking me, he's taking me

but I am unwilling to go

It severs me, and darkly my

vitae drips

to the fallen despairing leaves.

In my madness I call your name

while nothingness looms.

Now alone, my love falls upon his darkened eyes.

where are You?
02:52 Feb 25 2008
Times Read: 654

Where have you gone my love, my heart,To soon in life we are apart,All the years together ,were they in vane,why must I feel such gut wrenching pain,I thought we would forever be,who would have known you would set me free,you are the fool who was blind to me,I was everything you wanted me to be,it is your loss that you went away alone,someone else will find me and make me his own ..

Three Days
02:48 Feb 25 2008
Times Read: 655

Three days of passion, Three days of Bliss,How can I survive without the touch of his kiss,so deeply pressed upon hunger lips, the feel of his hands gripping tightly my hips,The warmth of his flesh as it mingled with my own,the low husken moans of shared pleasures unknown,He owned me that second that my eyes met his gaze,he ravaged me completely in those short three days,I fed him of lasagna home made so fine, and drank upon the sweetest ruby red wine,mere words brought us together so long ago,I knew he was the one that I needed to know,He is my soul mate my life ,my allwith out him I know I would surely fall,he has breathed life back within me,I will love him with all my heart and soul to eternity,

Dark Desires
02:47 Feb 25 2008
Times Read: 656

Dark is my heart ,My soul does bleed,I fell in love with the demon's seed,His eyes are darker than the black night sky,I melt like ice when he looks into my eyes,heated fingers stroke along my full ripe breasts,he touches me so hungered, there will be no rest,He owned me in that instant that our eyes met,the trickle of moisture traced silken thigh,a wicked evil chuckle eased from his lips ,knowing hidden places had become very wet,He plays me to perfection, his instrument of dark love,tied delicate wrists tightly and pullled the rope above,I dangle on the tips of toes,his little dancing queen,His dark narrowed, his demeanor had become mean,he lips met mine in savage brutal bliss,lips torn and bruised in the depth of his kiss,the kiss of the flogger left a trail along my flesh,my mind began to slip into that place where pain and pleasure mesh,when I am in that space that is mine alone,my wicked demon lover unties and brings me home,back into his cold loving arms cradled in his embrace,the stripes of his affection along my back you trace,like badges worn with honor, in deep darkest love,He is my everything my dark angel from above,.I worship and honor Him till the end of all time,That was my promise as he whispered in my ear" mine"a promise I will keep till my dying day,then go to that dark place where all dark angels play..

He is there
02:46 Feb 25 2008
Times Read: 657

I sit here alone, what do I see ,the reflection of someone looking at me,The chill of his hand as it strokes over the flesh of my back,I turn to look and tell him I know he is there,he does not scare me, I do not care,Things do move in this place on their own,He is there This I have known,Frightening to other's but not to me,I have known him so long ,this man I can not see,He means no harm ,He holds a certain charm,as through my place he roams in this old place that I live, my home,I know now I am never alone....

Dark Heart, Dark Soul
02:46 Feb 25 2008
Times Read: 658

Dark Heart,Dark Soul,What could possibly make one whole...Love gained but love is so cruel,what is it I see in those deep dark void pools..as fingers entwine around alabaster throat,squeezing harshly as eyes do meet sending a chill along my spinevoid of emotion your eyes do greet feeling the tiny bones crush within your strong grip my breath stolen and i feel myself slip I fear you not though my life is in your hands viseI do not move nor even think twice my love for you runs deeper than the soul you own me now ,I am devoted to you,You make me somehow whole Love me tenderly ,not so cold I am completely under your control,because I love you.. let me breatheplease don't steal the life from me Dark Heart,Dark Soul I love you forever why can't you see that I need you to love me tenderly...

new love
02:44 Feb 25 2008
Times Read: 660

what is to come of love so fine, the taste is like fine ruby red wine,as it teases upon those soft plump lips,His hands hold tightly to shapely hips,Hunger sated for just a short time,the touch of his flesh feels so divine,the warmth of him as your bodies mesh,a slow endearing dance of the flesh,shared heat between two in love,as you sate your desire upon the sheets,the building of embers that rage to flame,never to stop till the two of you came,and you lie entwined together spent from desire,and sleep the night away,you wake once more in the early morn,and make love till the break of day.

How Could You
02:43 Feb 25 2008
Times Read: 661

How could you just walk away,from a love so pure and sweet,You and only you, make my world complete,The very first time our lips did press,gentle hands along my hips did caressHow could you walk away my love ,Our love is so divine,So sweet upon the palate,Like the finest ruby red wine,Silly disagreements,They are not in the plan,I am your woman forever, and you are my sweet loving man,I have never felt a love so deep and so pure , we must never part I can not bear to lose you, It would break my fast beating heart,We both swallow that foolish pride, and walk to eternity at each others side,I am yours forever more,Please do not walk out that door,For if you leave my soul would die, my heart would break in two,Always my sweet loving man My life belongs to you,I surrender my all on bended knee begging just one more chance,we never lost that flame of passions fire, a deep and enduring romance,I am yours, forever in love,If only given a chance...

Vampire Desire, Vampire Lust
02:42 Feb 25 2008
Times Read: 662

Vampire desire, Vampire lustTo feed in the midnight hours is a mustWe take what need from you oh Mortal oneFeast of your vitae, till the night is doneThe warmth of your soft tender flesh mingled with mineThat heated body against the chill of mine,Fingers roam and intimately tease,my eyes of desire show the need to feed,Soft moans escaped your soft pink lips,as lightly you felt the tease of cool fingertips,delve between satin thighs,the softest whimper with tears in your eyes,that single digit made its mark along tender clit,sensually rubbing knowing you did not want me to quit,at the very edge of passions peak,my teeth their mark along delicate throat did meet,suckling softly your sweet vitae,my finger bringing you to orgasmic play,as slowly and tenderly I drain your life away,Vampire Desire , Vampire lust,feed from you ,it is a must,Our kind we will survive,watch out in the night if you wish to stay alive, Come to me and flirt with death,I shall in an instant steal your breath..

Matters of the Heart
22:38 Feb 24 2008
Times Read: 664

For however long it lasts,I see his eyes stray,I in my heart know,Someone will steal him away,Love can be so cold,It can also be cruel,In matters of the heart,there is no golden rule,I hope he knows how much I love him,He is the world to me,He owns my heart and soul,Through his love I feel free,Please don't let our love grow coldBecause he is younger and I am older,In our eyes we are equal,in matters of the heart,I could not bear the pain,If he were to ever part,I would not want to live my life again all alone,So if that were to Happen God please just bring me home...

From my Dark Gothic Funeral..
19:04 Feb 17 2008
Times Read: 665

Winter forever. This white spirit of the frosted Goddess is like tranquility made by a deep gothic metal sound cherishing our souls. Winter keeps my flesh away from rotting, makes me feel alive. It awakens the demons inside my veins, makes me remind my roots. I’m a pilgrim of her dark sanctuary… let the cold winter wind wave my passions… my succubi come down on my lying body on the snow covered ground of the winter’s kingdom.

Midwintertears..Another for me by Gothic Funeral
13:35 Feb 10 2008
Times Read: 667

Shadowcast upon my heart

Endark... thy bleak midwintertears

Condemned to mourn in silence

The pale moonrise in her eyes

Serene... like a frozen stream

The flowing beauty in thy tears



I crave for thee my once beloved

Beyond... the veils of darkness lost

Where now thy roses wrapped in dusk





Silent she coms through the night

Desiring a silver light

Leaving, with dusk in her eyes

Descending from paradise



All of us,

Souls she abuses,

Can only be achieved through death



Dark enchantress

I suffer thy fullmoonnights

Trespass my undesired darkness

Tears... flowing through thy dreams



Dark enchantress

The seventh fullmoon rise

I drown in dusk and dark rivers



Summon all my dreams

Like roses on your epigraph

Written in my tears

Thy sorrow and my bleeding heart



She comes so serene

My fallen beauty crowned with leaves

Take me to thy dream

Thy candle will forever burn in me...

The WinterFlame, wrote for me by Gothic Funeral
13:34 Feb 10 2008
Times Read: 668






A candlelight leads my way, through this haunted night

A wind blows cold into my face, as the shadows catches me



Don't you hear the whispers....

Calling out your name

Don't you feelthe presence....

Of the wolves and what they bring

Don't you see the evil....

It makes you want to scream

Don't you ever look at me....

I am your dream



Mmm... can you see, where I am now

Is this reality or fiction in my head

The cross has fallen, and turned to dust

I guess I'm losing it, or maybe I'm dead



Don't you hear the whispers....

Calling out your name

Don't you feelthe presence....

Of the wolves and what they bring

Don't you see the evil....

It makes you want to scream

Don't you ever look at me....

I am your dream



And so I walk on, to figure out

What force has gotten me, inside their care

I am possessed, there's no way back

I have to face it, forever black



Oooh catch me, as I fall

Reach out for me, hear my call

Chase away the demons, underneath my skin

Can you take away, my evil sins?



The touch of evil has made me strong

I learned that good ones are always wrong

The force of darkness has got my soul

I am eternal now, I will never grow old



And so the candle burns and leads the way

To eternal darkness and far away

Dark Mistress(A Poem wrote for me by my Lord Asmodeus
18:25 Feb 06 2008
Times Read: 669

Oh sweet night

How you fill the soul with delight

Your sweet caress

UPON THY BREAST

SWEET NIGHT YOUR SEDUCTIVE CALL

REACHES THE HEARTS OF ALL

WICKED IS THY KISS

YOU DARK WICKED MISTRESS

SWEET NIGHT SING YOUR SEDUCTIVE SONG

ENCHANTING THOSE WITH YOUR SWEET VOICE ALL NIGHT LONG

BRING US TO THY BREAST

SO THAT FOREVER YOU MAY CARESS