all i want to need is why ppl lie and break promises? they pledged to stay until things get settled and we learn the teachings..I knew they was gonna leave when they opened his coven but was suppose to stay with me until then....well it happened...lie number 1, he was only go leave vr good, lie number 2 he broke a promise to me....so,,,i will shut up...he knows how i feel about this and i am not happy about it at all
sometimes i ask myself is this worth it? the cold shouldered i get and act like they are scared...and when i ask them a question I do expect a reply to it...I also think if and when the time comes we can do it and make The Coven rise and do as I want it too...Yesterday we were at 53 and now i saw we were at 54..This isnt what I want and yes i know it takes time, to make it grow..I have wonderful ppl there and friends i know who stand behind me on this...That will lend a helping hand if I need it...I know I am stronger than i claim it is just me having that faith in myself...I can do this
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Yes you can x
damn right you can
you probably only went down because there is another new coven
Yes you can do this :)
I just have a question, i have ask myself so many times whats up with that...why lie when you have no fucking reason is my question...why treat that one badly when all that person has done was be nice and looked out for you...why stomp on their fragile offer of loyalty and respectful friendship...when that is one your peeves also...thats my question....why? but things werent meant to be and when that one realized it, a weight was lifted..so it worked out after all...things will bite that one's ass...shrugs
these past few days has been really stressful for me, lost what i thought was a friend , but the minute we parted ways, a weight was lifted off me..So that part was actually good for me...Found One that has stolen my heart, hope He realizes what a good thing He has*laughs*He happens to be what i feel a good thing for me..We will see..Things are kinda looking up for me, hopes the Coven sees that and soon...Before i go into details on that, i will make that entry private for my eyes only...I could ramble on but what good would that do? nothing except bring me further down and right now i need lifting up..To my One, i love You Baby...
Holy crap, i hate waiting but i know no news is good news but geez...I am so ready...Please hurry and say yes....There is much i want to bitch about but...I will another time...
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greusometendancy
04:10 Apr 27 2008
That happens everywhere hun...its something people do. I despise liars myself, but must deal with them as well.