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A blade to the skin



A trickle of blood



A teardrop of shame



A feeling so good



A thought to push deeper



Just let the blood flow



But I don't have the courage



So I just let it come slow



The tears coming faster



The thoughts pushing out



"Just kill yourself! Do it!



Don't just sit there and pout!"



I see a dead body



Wait, is that me?



I finally did it



My hearts filled with glee



My hearts filled with glee?



I thought my heart was dead?



That was just one part of hell



The hell I just bled.

If life was a river



I think I'd be drowning



A pool full of blood



Dead bodies surrounding



Horrid screams in the distance



Desperate pleas for my life



Painful cuts to my body



With a dull, rusty knife



Evil laughter all around



From an unknown apprentice



Theres a method, a puzzle



Why can't I comprehend this?



But times up, its over



The room just goes tense



I'm awaiting my death



Whats with all the suspense?



And just when I hear it



The blade comes falling down



And my life is over, with not even one sound.

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zodiak13
06:46 Jan 06 2011

this is one badass poem man

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The first second I see you,



A smile lights up my face,



As you start walking towards me,



My heart begins to race.







I love when you start speaking,



Your voice just sounds so sweet,



And when your soft hands touch me,



My heart skips a beat.







You always seem to make me laugh,



When I feel like I'm going to cry,



And you always make me happy,



When I wish that I would die.







I wish that I could kiss you,



And hold you in my arms,



As long as I am with you,



I know I can't be harmed.







Theres only one small problem,



In this romantic fantasy,



Even though I love you,



Friends is all we'll ever be.

Summers come, and summers go



Some to fast, some to slow



Hot as hell, sweat pouring down



Swimming in the pool, and messing around



Last year was a bummer



This year was a blast



I wish it could last forever



But now its in the past



Summer crushes, parties, laughs



Going down an unknown path



Filled with joy, best friends, cute boys



Hitting each other with pool toys



Then you reach your peak of fun



And before you know it, Summers gone.

Most people say its wrong



They just don't understand



That feeling of relief



When I have a razor in my hand







They don't know how it feels



To be so ridiculed and hated



They don't know what they make me do



This monster they've created







So every night when mother leaves



I open up the case



Hoping my razors take me



To a far and better place







The next day as I walk through school



Nobody has a clue



Of the scars that now run up my arm



Because of what they made me do







So next time when you see me



All alone and out of sight



Go ahead and call me names



Because this torture ends tonight







Tonight I'll get the courage



To push the razor in to deep



To end this horrid nightmare



And have my never ending sleep.

Those deadly eyes are always there



I can't escape their deadly stare



When I'm alone during the night



Their always there to cause me fright







During the day when I'm in my room



Their always there to cause me gloom



These eyes of hatred, eyes of fear



The eyes that cause my every tear







These very scary, evil eyes



Why do they cause me such demise?



Is it because they know I'm scared?



Scared of the future and what lies there?







These eyes, they show me my whole life



What lies ahead, the pain, the strife



They never seem to go away



Will they leave me in peace someday?







I don't know what they want with me



Does my pain fill them with glee?



Are they what cause me all the pain?



Because from my pain, happiness they'll gain?







I'm wishing now that I were dead



I'm tired of thinking of the tears I've shed



If my pain is what makes them stay



I guess these deadly eyes will never go away.

I wish I was gorgeous.



I wish you wanted me.



I wish that one day you'll realize, our loves meant to be.







I wish I was pretty.



I wish I looked like I feel.



I wish that I could think skinny, and then it'd be real.







I wish I was normal.



I wish I could fit in.



I wish I could be happy and careless again.







I wish I was successful.



I wish my mom was proud.



I wish she'd just understand that some things don't work out.







I wish I was happy.



I wish I wouldn't cry.



I wish I could look in the mirror without tears in my eyes.







I wish people could know.



I wish they could look and just see.



I wish they knew how those horrible things affect me.







I wish I was invisible.



I wish I was alone.



I wish I could just hide out, just stay in my home.







I wish you could see me.



I wish you knew me for real.



I wish you knew that I'm human too, I bleed, and I feel.