The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Ok so i gues i was start with i was reall young. now to explain befor i start, i dont say things could get worse as i already lived a life where i ask how can things get good.... also i have a hard time talking about what my life was growing up, so if i am vague forgive me as i am only human and my feeling being shown where others can see will make me jam up some.





anyways on a dark night i was only 2 years old. i was verry friendly as a kid and i stayed near my mom. everyone loved my sister but not me other than my mom for a long time. well as this day unfolded my biological father i look just like and reason i was hated for looking like him had his usual drinking beer. i was just sitting into a corner playing with my half broken toy cars with a cippy cup half filled with apple juice. my mom was in the kitchen making breakfest sister was in her crib. my dad desided to argue with her as he always did.



Well as the arguement started to build my mom had told him why does he never spend time with his son(which is me as i am the only male in 9). he proceed to tell her i was not his son tho i looked just like him them went into the living room where i was. i remember looking up at him , i never really even tryed to talk but i knew who he was. he had grabed me by the throat at that point yelling i was not his and i dont deserve to even be alive. every thing went to a blurr. i rember my head hurting i had been hit so hard i nearly passed out then i woke up seeing the inside of our tv cops at the house and ambulance just out side.



my mom was all brusied and crying. my mom wasnt sure if i was alive as i wasnt moving. well when i was looked at,, they kept me and my mom over night to run tests just to make sure we was both ok. even tho i really wasn't it was only mental pain that fallowed me and i for along time felt i had deserved that and all the other beatings i had gotten overtime from my dads tho that is a story for perhaps another day. as this was hard enough to share.