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silent scream.
07:31 Jan 19 2011
Times Read: 456




silent voices in my ear.

silent voices that draw me near.

to this place of distilled dreams,

shattered hopes and spun requiems



how do I cease this struggle within?

break me from these bonds, this din.

of endless noise, these silent screams.

pull me from this nightmare please.



sounds reflecting in hopeless whims.

of futile attempts to achieve serenity.

I languish about in morbidity .

drowning all normalcy .

fighting amongst the other me-s .

a war with no meaning or end.



silent voices resound.

echoing in my head.

there is no end.

Awakening of sins.
07:30 Jan 19 2011
Times Read: 457

in darkened room you sit so quiet .

shadows dance from candlelight.

all alone you cry yourself to sleep.



and as you dream, you long to be held tight.

you feel his skin,you taste his kiss.

smell the seat , caress of flesh.

drink it in like so much wine.



burning lust,

you fail to see.

passion of this intensity.

but through it all you fall to bended knees.



give of your flesh.

give of your soul.

there's fire burning down below.

reach out your hand and place it into mine.



as you wake , it's me you see.

this dream has become reality.

let the demon inside of me,

show you how this love could be.

and lay your pretty head down next to mine.



a burning lust .

it's come to be.

this passion.

this intensity.

it burns between us.

can't you see?



through your window .

the moon shines bright.

skin glistens with it's light .

wrapped in sheets.

we hold each other tight.



mounting tensions.

carnal bliss.

bite your lips.

taste of sin.

let your body melt into mine.



hair floats on your skin.

feel a prick.

teeth sink in.

motionless ,you make no sound.

your breath can not be found.



sink into oblivion.

all of this , for just one kiss.

say goodbye to the light.

and to this wich you call life.

Of Decay And Dissary
07:27 Jan 19 2011
Times Read: 459

Decades of decay, these webs that gauze my eyes.

blind me to reality . of wich i try to hide.



so long i've dwelt in shadows

entombed within these lies.

abandoned amongst the ruins of my shattered life.



a tragic past, that wich haunts me.

of wich i should have died.

through miracle or damnation .

tortured yet still alive.



condemed to this existance .

struggle , fail, though i tried.

a malstrom of confusion swrils about my mind.



in constant discomfort, discourage.

disease of body , soul, and mind.

a kingdom of dreams...rubble

lay strewn at my feet.



a gray dark sky above me.

scorched and dry the earth.

my heart is withered and cracked.

broken, no rebirth.



resining to my fate.

i wander this place.

i can not surpress all of this hate.

a love lost. "eternal hunt"
07:25 Jan 19 2011
Times Read: 460




I was bitten. one night amongst the forest, amidst the trees.she layed waiting . plotting her feast.



secluded in shadows,



silent.



like a cat.



long slender finger clenching.



she watches with anticipation of the hunt.on baited breath.



on I search for my love.



for all day she has been gone.



my heart calls out ,



eyes search the dark.



but she's always out of reach.



on silk clad legs and crow black wings.



she hovers close to me.



she tempts and taunts me,



with visions of happy endings.



but as I close in on her ,



she changes everything.



wraps her arms around me tight.



and then she takes my life.



as I open up my eyes,



and she is not my wife.



I now realize nothing is what it seems.



she has trapped , taken everything that was dear to me.



my will is broken, no things will never be the same.



now i wander, lost to eternity.



my love is obscured,



in a misty haze,



forever i will hunt for her , endlessly.



never resting.

A Tomorrow Of Sorrow
07:24 Jan 19 2011
Times Read: 461

.

Sorrow .

A wave that washes over me.

In my waking hours..

This is how i feel.



sinking

pulled down below

past my threshold of tolorance

aphyxiation

breathing in this pain

like water for air.



cut myself just to bleed.

but still can not feel.

no not a thing

touches me.



I laugh at the clock

staring back at me.

in mute fascination

silent and still.

yet we move in time.



a thousand other words,

a hundered tomorrows

i will sleep

sleep of the dead.



but i dream in sorrow.

unfinished as of yet i belive.
03:00 Jan 14 2011
Times Read: 469

\"cries in the night.

ice in my heart,

like needles.

fracture.

fissures appear .



this is the end of my life.

culmination of strife.

peerless I stood,

on the presapice .

watching over all that i beheld in sight.



spiral. decending to the vortex eye.

deny. everything that is happening.

eraticate . all that matters to me.

erase. whats left of me.



I hide in the dark.

remain silent and still.

I watch every move they make.

try to prepare .

but it is too late.



spiral. decending to the vortex eye.

deny. everything that is happening.

eraticate . all that matters to me.

erase. whats left of me.



from all side they invade.

on spindle , spider legs.

endevor to sever, torture , betrayed .

destruction their reign.



spiral. decending to the vortex eye.

deny. everything that is happening.

eraticate . all that matters to me.

erase. whats left of me.



this the end of me.