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I see him and all seems well. I know i must not like him but it's hard to let go. He has such a gentel smile that always makes me happy. He is to imposible from my reach. I saw him walk by and I try to ignore ........it seem easy but when I turned around to look at him it was hard to stop. I turnd around back to my course and it fild me with such pain to do so. He seems to know nothing of this pain and of this crush. He seems happy with his life and I have no intentions to hurt him. So I must forget the pain that I feel and let him be. Its hard when I see him everyday, as if we were ment to be. Knowing he will never know that he was once ment to love me. His bright face and shining eyes makes him so perfect. He is friendly and outgoing as apposed to me. We are oppisite in many ways but also one whole in many others. It breaks my heart to stay away from him but I know it's the right thing to do. I cannot make him be with such a person who dosent belong in his world...... a person who dosent diserve happines...a person who is not ment to love ...I will keep my distance to protect him, no matter what it causes to me.

Everytime I'm in vampire rave I feel like I for once ...belong here. My life is not tha greates in the world and sometimes I feel like I was never wanted anywere. ....Shure i have friends but they just don'y understand me ..in the way that I try to make them understand. Here it's different....I actualy can find people that have the same interest that I have and it just makes my life easyer .......... so hope I can find more friends soon enough through this website and im pretty shure i will keep coming often.