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Marriage and Babies
19:09 Jan 02 2006
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My sister-in-law is always asking my when I'm gonna get married and have babies. I tell her that's why she's part of the family. To be the baby-maker. Not that I don't like kids, I do. Specifically other peoples. I love my niece and nephew just as much as I could love any children born from this body. Truthfully I'm to selfish to have children right now. I like my freedom. I like being able to do what I want when I want. Which brings me to the marriage part. I've lived alone for the last 4 years. Maybe I've just gotton used to it but I like living alone, for now. That's not to say I always want to be myself but I promised myself that I wouldn't settle into another relationship just to be in one. The next serious relationship that I have will be with the one who I want to spend my life with. I refuse to go through another shitty breakup. I never had the 2.5 kids and white picket fence fantasy. Some people need to have someone in their life to complete them and to be happy. I've never been a needy person, I'm happy with the way things are right now. I like to think I am complete and if I find "the one" he will just enhance the completeness. I know that my family is just concerned about me and wants me to be happy. What they don't understand is that I am happy, as much as I can be anyway. Yes I am alone but I'm not lonley.
Happy New Year
07:10 Jan 01 2006
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Well it's a new year, hopefully this one will bring more promise than the last one delivered. Out with the old and in with the new.
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