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Working with him is hard. I wanna hug him and slap him at the same time. I wonder if he knows just how much he stills means to me, for some reason I cant seem to make my heart let go....I wish I could then his transformation would of been much easier for me.

I miss him....so much. We had such a close bond, I though nothing could break it. What broke it was something so gradual that I didn't notices it. Time and distance are my two killers, they have taken everything I hold dear. My love, my life is no longer mine, he has chosen to part from me. Wishing I could read his mind, his inner thoughts, I want to know why it cant be especially when the distance is gone and we are physically closer than ever...I don't know what happened....I don't know why this came to be...I miss my Jeff. I feel like he is the only one I'll ever lone...