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Born 27th January 1984.



I was raped and abused from 6 months old by my real father up until i was 5 years old. i have 2 younger sisters (Elizabeth 1yr younger and Catherine 2yrs younger, they were also subject to my father's antics). My mother left me when i was 3 to go into a mental institutionalised hospital and has not come out for so many years.



At the age of 5 my sisters and I were subjected to a Full Care Order by Social Services and placed into foster care. My sisters ended up leaving and went elsewhere when i was 7 and had no contact with them since i was 13.



I have been in 46 foster homes and 2 childrens homes subjected to violence, abuse and physical and emotional hurt as well as rape within the foster homes around england and wales.



when i was 7 years old i started hanging around older people and got intrigued into the vampires and goths, when i was 9 i decided i wanted to become a vampire and i was welcomed into the clan/coven. (i did and initiation test consisting of: drinking a pint of 7 people's blood male and female; with a mix of vodka to ease the coagulation).



when i was 13 i realised i was truly different from alot of people in many ways where i craved blood and really rare meat. people always thought it was a phase but it grew stronger within me.



by the time i was 18 i was obsessed in finding vampires just like me but still notmuch luck in finding any. since i was 18 i have been by myself and being moulded by ex partners and families to make me more "human", i still rebel now lol. i have been homeless for many years and in search of the real vampire within to find what i have been missing all these years, a sense of belonging and a sense of being loved for who i am.

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DemianA
04:59 Oct 12 2010

Sounds like you have gone through quite a lot. You are welcome to visit a coven on here named Noctem Aeternus..there are real vampyres inn that coven, not people that play vampyre.

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