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I hate this time of the year. I'm already depressed enough fuck...I need to get away from here for awhile. I mean in the VR sense.. I am spending way to much time on here. I have to much to deal with in real life and tire of coming on here and dealing with pathetic VR drama. Like I give a shit who had blocked who. Its a fucking website so deal with it.



Another thing that pisses me off about this place is "friends" that you think you make and it soon becomes very clear that there is no REAL friendship. I never shut anyone out or push someone away. I mean I understand real life drama I deal with it everyday. But to ignore someone and push a "friend" away I mean that is just a shitty thing to do. Oh well..



Anyways, yeah I think I need another of my infamous breaks. But of course I say it but you will see my ass on here all fucking night long..



I think I need a vacation o.O sorry for the epic rant..I never waste my time typing all this shit out because no one ever reads it anyways.



Anyways, back to the christmas depression. I hate the holidays. I mean its ok for the little kids in my life, but all I wanna do is curl up in the fetal position and stay that way until march (my birthday) I guess things change when your by yourself. The joy of actually giving a fuck about the holidays kinda break and fall apart along with a broken heart. Hmmm....sheesh I really need to find some closure with that...its ruining my life. Anyways, so yeah holidays suck..

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NoctisLucisCaelum
07:28 Dec 03 2011

I read what you wrote, so :p

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Disintegrator
10:22 Dec 03 2011

read..and there are true friends here too.

lol who am i kidding?

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Today I received a bouquet of flowers at work from someone that I havent talked to in a couple of months..it was a nice surprise. I can't believe he remembered my favorite flower :) My bedroom now smells like fresh flowers which is nice on such a cold wintery night like this.