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Something I never heard before.....22:12 Mar 27 2006
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I was kinda of surprised when someone that I admire and respect told me something that I never thought I would hear. They explained to me that I exude an aura of sexual energy. That was something that I never heard before and it leaves me to wonder exactly what it means. I will have to explore this further and see what I can discover on the matter. I do not believe that it is something that simply means they want to have sex with me, but a deeper connection on some sort of level that I cannot yet comprehend.
Blah and Babble......21:03 Mar 25 2006
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So I got really wasted last night and overslept today. Missed my plane and now have standbys for a flight that goes out tonight. What does that mean? It means I have to spend hours sitting at the airport and if no one misses that flight or cancels, I'll be coming home again and then trying to get a plane tomorrow. I see this as a dilema as the emotions which drove me to go poof and disappear to some far off place for a week have gently subsided and having a massive hangover today have left me with the sense that I overreacted. Perhaps running away from the world and not dealing with the stressful situations that occured isn't the best choice I can make right now. Maybe I should just stay at home and vegetate for a week. Per haps saving the airfare and not changing venues will do the trick. Who knows? I've got a few hours to decide and can't think straight at the moment.
Long time without ranting.....
07:28 Mar 22 2006
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So you're not looking for any kind of romantic attatchments to someone and then wham, someone comes along and you hear the planet crack. You can't eat, you don't wanna sleep, you don't even wanna breath unless the breath comes from the other perosn's lungs. Like one of my favorite lines from a song say "Breathe out so I can breathe you in, hold you in". And then , just when you realize that this other person is making you the happiest you've been in ages, something happens. Things somehow get fucked up and you find yourself falling down a spiral staircase that seems to have no end or bottom. You search and scramble, looking for ways to figure out how to mkae it right, yet you know, all the way down that you can't. Its not your problem, but you wanna make it all better for the other person and anything you know you can do to help them out won't really help. You discover that you are trapped in limbo and no matter what, all you can do is sit back and see how it all comes out in the end. You do have the option to leave, to spare yourself, and you're not any less of a person for walking away, but at the same time, you realize that the other person is still worth it and you hang in there. So for this, you are still punished. When you finally get to the dark place, where those spiral stairs give over to something else, you're either going to hit feathers and float away to happier places or your going to shatter like glass. I have no clue what awaits me but I am enduring. If I break, someone please put me back together.
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