The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

As i learn more about who i am in this dark dark dark world we live in it becomes to make more sense day by day, hoping, wanting needing, lusting, more and more i learn, learn about who i really am, this demonic, yet calm soul that lusts for blood, but the days go by as i am further away from what i need, BLOOD, its been two years and i just keep getting weaker by the minute, i need help so badly, so weak, cant sleep, cant dream, all i think about is what i am and what i might do if i draw further away from the one thing i need....

I cant really understand this thing, im probably awakening in this, i know im a sang vampire, that much i do know, i fight the urge and lust, i am such an energetic person at night, and the sun burns my eyes, i wish i knew more but living in SC just makes it worse, because i cant really find ppl like me here, i want to kno more so badly, i await the day i find someone else like me.....