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I awoke with an emptiness inside,

Never before felt something like this,

Total panic has set in,

Something is definately amiss;



Thoughts racing through my mind,

Seems very cloudy in my head,

It is a destictive feeling I have,

As though a part of me is dead;



Finding it hard to breathe,

The pain is more than I can bare,

Not sure what I should do,

I just lay here and stare;



Im like a zombie,

As I try and get through each day,

I am barely holding it together,

Over and over I pray;



This emptiness has consumed me,

The pain I cant take anymore,

If I dont do something soon I will die,

I feel bitten to the core;



Where are you my love?,

What did I do?,

That could ever make your love leave me,

Please answer, I beg you?,



I cant survive without your love,

Death itself would be better,

Whatever Ive done forgive me,

Please respond to this letter.

My soal feels desolate,

My heart screams in agony,

My mind is full of numbness,

My life is empty and alone without you.



Where have you gone my love,

Where is the life that was within me,

Where could it be better,

Where is the love that was to always be.



How did this happen,

How do I go on,

How does pretending its ok gonna last,

How do I live another day like this.



Why have you left me this way,

Why would you ever go away,

Why does it hurt so bad,

Why are you killing me today.



I am no longer the same,

I can not continue to take the pain,

I have nothing else that I can do,

I only know how to love only you.

Its a warm autumn night and the moon is full and bright,

Casting shadows to hide all that

creep through the night,

In the distance the howling of the wolves begin, The sound somehow stirring something deep within,

A cool breeze blows gently caressing my face,

As I suddenly realize I'm not alone in this place,

My heart speeds up...my mind telling me beware,

I can feel your presents though you are not yet there,

Images of the past flash before my eyes,

My body temperature is on the rise,

No, I mustn't let this take control of me,

A desire like this could only be a fantasy,

I must run and never let this start,

For losing you would destroy my heart,

Convincing myself that I really dont care,

That something this intense we could never share,

Run and never look back, is what I must do,

But I turn and find myself staring at you,

I panic and realize that I can't flee,

For your eyes have made a captive of me,

The sound of your voice as you speak my name,

Sends emotions burning through me making me insane,

I try to fight it but I already know,

One gentle touch of your hand and you take full control,

It is hopeless for me to resist your demands,

My life you hold firmly within your hands,

Will you suck the life right out of me?,

Or will this fantasy become my reality?

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Writer2Soul
02:24 Nov 13 2009

Some lovely images, very interesting feelings.  Enjoyed reading it.

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Eyes are the windows to the soul,

Both of the young and of the old,

So many thoughts lurk in the mind,

All the emotions ones heart can find,

There is much knowledge to be had,

Some of good and some of bad,

Within the soul these things abide,

The secrets one feels they should hide,

All the things the mouth can't say,

Within the eyes is here displayed,

Look deep within the eyes behold,

Know my mind, my heart, my soul.

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CountessIsabell
01:15 Nov 09 2009

AWESOME VAMPLOVE, GOOD START

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PrincesaChela
01:39 Nov 09 2009

That is FREAKING fabulous! I love it

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