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Dont understand what is going on with leveling. Went up a level then when I got back on next had went down a level. Took forever to move back up to that level then quickly went to the next. Been doing alot on here today. Should have made at least a level up and everytime I check it has either not moved or only moved 1%! Also, everytime I go to games it tells me Im not logged in and I have to log back on! Really would like to know what is going on! Anyone who can tell me, please leave me a message!

Today is a new day to begin doing things in a new way! Not sure what changes will be made but have to start somewhere, even if it is with something small. Each step we take creates change. Hopefully, I will choose well.

Progress is slow but coming. I have much still to accomplish but I feel as though for the moment my head is finally above water. Hope it last and I will get out of this mess.

Sometimes it seems like im being pulled in 20 directions and everyone wants or needs me at the same time. I am tired and it seems like nobody thinks or conciders me. What I need, want, or feel. All they seem to realize is themselves. This gets upsetting at times. Just as upsetting is that people dont concider how you treat them and give you the same curtisy and respect that you give. I dont expect any more from someone than what I am giving myself and yet I cant seem to get the same or even close to it. I dont understand why it is so hard. After all, I do it everyday. Sometimes...

Im gonna try to take it easy today. I do have some odds and ends to take care of but after that I am going to try to have some social time. Hope everyone else will be able to do the same.:)

This getting things done to make time for me has been even more difficult than I thought. I have made some progress but I am afraid that it seems very small in comparison to what I need to have happen. Not giving up though. Things didnt get this way over night and it wont all be fixed over night. I will get there adventually!:}

I am the worst person about making sure that I have time for myself. I am very aware of the importance of it but still havent quite figured out how to work it in my complicated life. It is my goal for this week to try to get some of the complications out of the way so that I can find quality time for myself. Its gonna be a tough job but it is one that has to be done.Wish me luck!