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Yeah I'm still alive.Just vanished for a while...but I am back so that's good I think.Update,health is still terrible,still feel like I am dying,my mom's back is broken,suffering severe depression atm,family gone crazy,received at least two death threats this year from my dad,dog is pure evil won;t stop biting,ankle still killing me.That's just a few things going on right now.

Okay I already mentioned a few days ago about a pretty serious blackout spell I had.Well I said how I hurt my ankle during it,Sadly my ankle is still hurting so I have to elevate it ice it,and wrap it up at times.Not sure if it is a sprain or what,it swelled up really bad though.So yeah waiting for the stupid thing to heal.Usually i heal quickly.Kinda upset this injury is taking a while.

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LORDMOGY
08:40 Apr 09 2018

Ouch! I hope it heals fast. You should have a doctor look at why you're blacking out...and at that ankle.

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I once met a man,and I guess fell in love is the proper way to put it.I met him online,and we had a connection.I was happy talking with him.But old issues and memories clouded my mind,old fears and insecurities.I broke it off and tried to avoid him,even avoided being online.But I kept coming back like a fool.I kept breaking his heart like a cruel heartless woman.I kept abandoning him.Now there is no chance of fixing it.Anew problem has come.Even if he forgives me,even if we tried,even if I do somehow still love him,it can never work.If he reads this there is no doubt in my mind he will know it is about him.So if he is reading this,please forgive me.I won't forgive myself,but it might be easier on my mind if I know at least one person has forgiven my cruelty.

So slammed face into the kitchen counter,banged head on floor,twisted ankle.That is what happened to me yesterday.Sounds crazy huh?Well I am use to pain.I once impaled my knee with a hammer.Once stabbed my foot,ripping off some flesh in process. Another time crushed a toe.I got my hand mangled in broken glass a few years ago,burned my other hand.Broke my right arm twice within 12 months when I was little.Dog bites that still have scars.Now this isn't close to all I have suffered,and only three of these injuries caused me to cry.The two times I broke my arm,I was in first grade at the time,and a few years ago when I impaled my knee.Still have some scarring.Yeah I am use to being in pain.

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drudgejohn
21:06 Apr 05 2018

Ouch, feel better Miss.

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