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she wanted him but she was unsure if he wants her as she stares into his eyes.



as they hold each other the doubts would run through her mind like water from a tap.



she wants his kiss, she wanted his touch, she wanted his sex, but most of all she wanted his heart and soul.



she wanted to see the demons he was hiding and to show she was not afraid of them, but she began to doubt again thinking, am i truly what he wants, will i bew good enough, would he really show hme his demons or just shut me out like the rest.



she knows he has demons but never seen them, but maybe one day his demons can dance in her hell that she has waiting.



she is hoping one day he will love her like she loves him but she will have to wait and hope and dream.



as she looked at him, she could see love, she could see sadness, and darkness and his demons.



but she think again with the what ifs.



what if he don't want her

what if she is not good enough

what if she is not pretty enough

what if she cant make him and his demons happy.



she wants him to take her right where she stands and make love to her but she is afraid she might be a disappointment to him in every way.



one thing she is curious about is how his blood tastes and she looks at his neck and licks her lips, glad that he didnt notice.



she also wonders what if he thinks and feels when it comes to her and him but she is a afraid to ask in case its something she does not want to hear.



but she should know shouldnt she, just by the way he looks at her, by the way he touches her.



when he does touch her and kiss her she felt something like she has never felt before but she can not put her finger on it. but she knows she enjoys his touch and it is something she has never felt in that way before, he touches her like no other man. he makes her feel special.



she knows her time with him is presious, yet all she can do when she is not with him is think about him in every single way possible and smile at the thoughts.



as she sits and writes this the memories they have shared bring a smile to her face.





she is coming back again she needs to run but never hide. she will always get her but its not her she wants, its his demons that she really wants.



her demons wants his demons to dance in hell with her to kiss him to love and to make love to him.



but she grows sad but trys to be happy while she does not have but she feels in her own heart that no matter what his heart will always belong to her, but she will have to wait and see what happens.



she talks to him from time to time but really hopes to see him.



she knows he has someone else in his life and she is happy for him but her demons seem unhappy.



she screams at night hoping he will come back, she crys herself to sleep.



but they both have to wait.



her demons seem crazy but she cant seem to figure out why, maybe it is him they want to satisfy their needs and sadness.



she wonders every day what he could be doing with his life and if he is truly happy.



she is sure that he is but does not what to interefer with him and his new life, so she will just thinks about him and the happy memories.



she wonders if he will ever realize how much she loves him and how much he means to her and its not just a love sick puppy.



she is now a grown women who has learned what he really means to her