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it seems like all ppl do i lie for reasons unkown to me why can't ppl be honest and tell the truth for once. they won't get hurt and will still be friends or lovers in the end. games and childish bull is for children and teenagers why can't ppl grow up and be who they r stop hiding, lying and cheating everyone out of shit. its stupid and dumb be honest about what u want and u would be suprised about what u get in return.

trying to get ppl to accept you for you is so hard these days i have to mask certain sides for fear they will not like me untill i gain thier trust and they mine i never reveal info, for fear of thier reaction, my limits are told to me i never share with any normals unless they are into the vampire scene and willing to be around one and able to deal. so hard to figure it all out the town i live is so small and simple minded and they run and hide when i go out, the only person who knows in my family is my brother and my daughter i know she is young but she knows and i get the feeling she is on the same path as me. which in my book is awesome

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vega
07:00 Mar 21 2010

I know the feeling...but I think of it as a good thing! I don't want people to accept me...cause once I'm accepted, it means I've become one of them, or something along those grounds.



Not receiving acceptance assures that I am still above them. A god in my own right, lol!

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i woke up feeling very tired like i have no energy at all i really need some and i know how to get it just need to see who is at home so i can get some blood i don't much know what to say except this morning is forever long it almost feels like night lol.

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aerostotle
07:26 Apr 03 2010

im right there with u i feel like completely drained on my birthday which is today as u know i need blood or to feed in other ways

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day turns to night and the sun begains to shine yeah more things to do not its cloudy and dark here fun but very kold. what to do what to do lol

life sucks people change they grow old mean young and stupid. guys play games like there in a war but they really just don't know bout anything. how to treat a women like she is not a piece of meat or trash. its hard to find someone who loves u for u and not just the cute nice parts but you as a whole.

i got pics to c not a whole lot. bu they r there

sometimes it sux sometimes its fun but u never know cause just when things go good u wait for the bad to happen and when things afre bad u can't wait 4 the good. life is always funny but there is way to deal have fun and have sex LOL

today a day i want to cry its hard wondering why when i think of my daughter and the possibility of another on the way how will i do it get through it i know it brings joy and happiness but o the sadness if i am not pregnant it again sum thing i want i have all the signs and symptoms but alas u never really know until u take the test that could confirm it all if i am ill be happy if i am not ill be heartbroken.

iam so bored and tired i need to do something fun like bite or play if only i could find a willing participant it would be fun

time goes quickly as we get older and it fells neverending when were young but how do we know how much time we truly have as we grow as a person. and wonder was our time spent worth it

it was a parety i had started sat fun and free everyone laughing and drinking. then suddenly i got horriably sick they thought i was gonna end up in the hosp and instead i slept it off. awoke the next day starving and awake