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DONT TEAR ME APART ::::::::::::::::::::((((((((((((((((
20:05 Feb 23 2009
Times Read: 674

dont wound me or make me bleed

dont scar me or try to kill my soul

dont touch me it will just burn

i wont touch you i cant take the pain

it hurts to see you stand there



watching me you just

tear me apart



dont tear me apart

im your angel baby

your ripping me up

tearing me apart

it hurts to see everyone

looking and thinking

who are they

what are they together for

your a werewolf

im a vampire

this shouldnt work

but i love you







i canthelp it

you dont understand

it hurts to see you try not to cry

when i know thats all you want to do

you want me so bad

and i want you too

but you say i cant have you

and you cant have me

because we are opposite it wont work you say

it kills to think of the light thats fading

but makes people happy to think of the light thats bound to come





when you kill me i shall not go to hell

i shall go to a better place

your the bad person

im the good one

it hurts baby,it hurts





dont tear me apart

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I WAS BORED

19:43 Feb 12 2009
Times Read: 677




My Heart And Soul



My soul was so sad

Because of a woman



My soul was so sad

It could not be consoled



My heart was so sad

Because of a woman



My heart was so sad

Even more than my soul



My heart told my soul

You will one day be happy



My soul told my heart

You will love once again



My heart and my soul

May some day be right



But my heart and my soul

Are still lonely tonight

20:22 Feb 03 2009
Times Read: 695




She Won't Cry



You see the pain that lies in her eyes,

But, alas, her eyes are dry,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.



You see the anger that burns from her gaze,

The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.



You see the fear that closes her eyes,

The smile she wears is but a disguise,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.



You see the hope that is finally dead,

She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.



You see the love that lies within,

But she shall never love again,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.



You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes,

No one saw her die inside,

They won't cry.

No, they won't cry.

20:21 Feb 03 2009
Times Read: 696

Confessions Of A Broken Heart

Pain... Tension... Fatigue...

Depression...

Anger, Aggression, Frustration.

All these unwanted sensations -

Burning, hurting, tearing.

My heart alone, cold and fearing.

Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest,

Let me forget

To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?

These memories inside, swirling, twirling,

unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.

Repeating, resisting, insisting -

Refusing to be denied its recognition

Of its position in my

Frustration, Confusion, Delusion.

Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by,

Because there's so much to gain

By forgetting these dreams driving me insane.

Unfocused, unclear, out of control,

My world spinning, spinning, spinning,

My sanity flying through the door.

My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic,

Like fine sands running through my hands,

I'm losing my mind.

20:20 Feb 03 2009
Times Read: 697

Silent Tears

A thunderous silence

breaks through my thoughts.

What was once many great ideas

is now a triumph, lost.



Baffling words tumble through my mind.

Reflections of darkness hover.

A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,

and inside myself, I take cover.



What would it be like to stay there forever?

To be lost in all my cares?

From the inside, looking out -

I cry silent tears.

20:18 Feb 03 2009
Times Read: 699




Memories

by Reannan

Haunt me,

Dimensions of dreams,

Swirl by,

Colours of sorrow,

Merge the past,

Into my today,

Play with my mind,

Steal away my tomorrow.

Desert me,

Images of what might have been,

Relinquish your hold,

On my heart's shattered being

Taunt me ,

Memories of yesteryear,

Take away ,

My corroded soul,

Within the drop of a single tear.

20:17 Feb 03 2009
Times Read: 700

I Hide To Cry

I hide to cry

because I have no where to call my own

and "happily ever after" is a land too far away,

just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow



and no one really cares anyway



I hide to cry

because I know I will never leave this place

and dreams don't really come true

its just all make- believe



and it really doesn't matter



I hide to cry

because my weakness brings my tears

and I have no one to hold me close

no one here who loves me



and no one really cares anyway



I hide to cry

because I embarrass the moon

and she is my only friend

but she's too far away to hold my hand



and it really doesn't matter anyway



I hide to cry

because no one really cares anyway

and is this pain even real

it really doesn't matter



and no one really cares anyway



I hide to cry

because no one validates my pain

and no one really cares

so why should I



and it really doesn't matter anyway

20:11 Feb 03 2009
Times Read: 703




When You Love Someone

by reannan

When you love someone so deep inside,

It seems like it's so easy to hide.

You've loved him for so very long,

You would think he could do no wrong.



Every day you would hope and pray,

That he would always stay this way.

He treated you like you should be treated,

You thought your life was finally completed.



You thought your love was growing true,

And then one day it was all so blue.

He started putting you down and it hurt,

You thought all you were to him was dirt.



He started ignoring you and you wondered why,

All you wanted to do was curl up and die.

You thought your relationship would never end,

But that was all so fake and pretend.



One night he was so sweet to you,

You thought all those things were maybe untrue,

Two days later he was back the same,

You thought you were the one to blame.



He thought the relationship was getting too serious

And that you had become a little too curious.

By this time you knew it wouldn't last,

All the nice things he said were in the past.



You thought that you would marry him some day,

But this time God wanted to get his way.

You wanted things back how they were before,

But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.



It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,

You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.

You knew this was going to happen soon,

As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

12:40 Feb 01 2009
Times Read: 706

Sorrow and Pain

some live life in the

fast lane

some get stuck with a

ball & chain

some lives are known, simply

by name

some get only

Sorrow & Pain



some lives are filled

with riches

some get to live in

the ditches

some live with their

insanity contained

some get only

Sorrow & Pain



some lives have no riches, some have

caviar & wine

some get to live a life thats

like mine

some lives can't differentiate between

that line

some get only

Sorrow & Pain



some lives are short, yet the

memory remains

some get anger and keep

it retained

some live and get justice;the

cold & rain

some get nothing but

Sorrow & Pain