He is in the military, so life is hard when he's not here. He spoils me just by being next to me. I love the way he smiles.
He just makes me happy, you know? Which is good since he's my husband (We just got married 11/19/11). I know we're obviously still in the "first year bliss" or whatever, but we've been dating for over 4 years. We've been through a ton of ups and downs together.
I found out he is getting deployed this spring.
I don't know how I feel about that. He'll be gone for 6 months on the other side of the world. I don't even know if we'd be able to skype or talk. I don't know if he'll have internet access. Its frustrating. He's not too worried. He says he'll be happy because he'll get a lot of money from deployment and I'll get some for separation pay. But it isn't money I'm worried about: it's him.
/crying to therapist
Vampirekitty
Couldn't sleep because I had a migraine. They're hereditary in my family.
When I finally decided that I'd had enough of just laying in bed, my nose started bleeding and hasn't stopped for at least 3 hours now and still counting... is that bad?
I'm so tired.
BUT I'd been reading some forum things in my mentorship and it's been pretty neat. I still have no religion and I've been looking for one because I need to fill that hole.
Almost everything has to do with Wicca, even though I was looking into Buddhism, I'm really enjoying all the knowledge I've gained these past two days. Maybe I can finally end my search?
-Vampirekitty
I really don't know what to say considering this is my first journal entry... I used to write poetry, so maybe I'll get into it again just to have something to entertain you guys with.
I stumbled on this site because my husband (just married!) decided he wanted to have a vampire night movie marathon and I found the list on this website. First of all, I CANNOT wait to have this night with him because we always joke around that we are a vampire couple... and in some ways, we are.
so there ya have it. I'll try to be a better writer next time.
-Vampire kitty
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