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I fell my head rushing with to many thoughts and i can feel the weight of my past choices weighing down on me. Every person i ever hurt, or let down or wasn't good enough for screaming in my head that i cant escape what i have become. I have done many bad things, in retro spec i am considered a bad person. I am considered dark, and my worry is can the dark ever see the light of a new beginning. or does it just fall down and refuse to get back up slowly dwindling away to nothing just a past shadow. I have always thought my self strong yet i can feel the darkness weighing on my shoulders and i am not sure if i can fight who i am and whom i want to become. Can something so dark become a light, maybe if i new this answer i could change but would i want to take the route to light or just sit back and wither away in simplistic semingly safe darkness

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Musette
17:22 Apr 11 2010

interesting

because it is my thought,

to be able to see the darkness of oneself they must be so truly connected to their lightness first or they are left with nothing to compare it to

how can one know what night is without knowing the daylight as well

and as you show the compassion and remorse for those you care for being hurt in that simple emotion you show your light...

well written best of luck

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