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last weekend from the 14th of febuary 2014, it was friday,i was doing vampire spells just after friday night saturday morning i lots of spells and did one spell to summon a vampire goddess to turn me,i did the spell nothing happerned





saturday day i was putting up paper and putting up blankets to make it more dark, night time just turned sunday morning 1am,i did the same spell the seconed time and i was meditating chanting it was pitch black and it came over so cold and felt lots of energy on me and felt a pressance of the vampire goddess and felt her bite me,



and during sunday the day i started going a bit differant,i could not eat propperly,i felt more energy,i felt differant inside my body ,i started acting and thinking like a real vampire,



MONDAY 17TH 2014



i started feeling tied durring the day my body was hurting all over ,bad stomich,heddachs,teeth hurt were the fangs are,no energy not eating ,sleepy craveing blood ,ringing up pig farms for pigs blood,at night i came alive,i wanted to go out night,on the go so much energy,starting to feel like a animal,jumping higher could run a little faster,





TUESDAY 18TH 2014

during the day i felt hunger for blood,i was tied,no energy,my inmune systm felf like it was shutting down not eating human food or drink,all i wanted was blood,anger rage wanting to drink a human,felt my humanity was gone,more adrline ,tuesday night i was getting more alive,i went to my mums and she said i look differant my eyes changed,i looked pale,and i jumped from one sofa to another sofa,so i went out hunting for animals ,i felt i could feel the dark,have sences, smell,,the need to suvive came to me,went home went to sleep for 2 hours



wednesday,morning not eating,,sold my dvds ,selling stuff at a shop in town,i was like a animal,i was breathing heather i could feel the hunger and felt their blood pumping when i was near people, i went to london to try to find a vampire club to drink human blood and to get blood packs,i was intent on to get blood one way or another,it was about my suvival,i got to my london and my hotel , l left to go out,i was weak,blood lust rageing,i need blood,i rang a amberlance up they took me to hospital, i was their waiting to see a dr,i was so weak,beathing heather wanting blood so much i could feel and sense blood from every human,it was like i was at the zoo they were my cattle my food,, a dr came and saw me asked lots of questions,he saw fluied dripping down my nose, my eyes were all over the place,sneazeing ,i had some of the syptons for days since sunday,flued dripping out my nose and sneazeing,dry mouth,i had a blood test done,i was shouting out ,its my gift ,i have the right to live,i want blood i need it to suvive,i looked like i was processed wanting to live,,it was 10pm at night, my blood tests were normal, i felt a little differant i felt like something was gone,i saw some psychirtrists and i stared to feel my normal self i was eating and it felt like a dream ,a trip ,i was there but somebody was doing everything,i started to rember stuff i did,, i left the hospital when they let me go it was 1am walking back to get some more food and went back to the hotel.









SATURDAY 22 2014



i feel better eating and have more energy, i feel like i want the gift back i want the vampire gift sooo much and be a real vampire,,



ive got a big day next week so iam getting excited,my appoinment to see the nurse and then soon my surgery:),i will be complete