Remember23:43 Dec 13 2010
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If you had one wish, what would it be?
Me, i'd wish to have my friend back.
He went away, see.
A monster is in his place right now.
But I hope he'll come back soon.
I remember. We were at a party, and we met for the first time. We went bowling. I let him win...
I remember. When he came back from college, he was picking his sister up from school. I was wearing a plaid skirt and remember trying to be kinda flirty.
I remember. Things went so fast after that.
I remember. We were playing truth or dare on your droid, and laughing at the lame ones.
I remember. You picked me up, and it was awkard because your sister wasn't in the car. But the ice broke almost immediately. You apoligized for the bruises on my neck. but I was never sorry for that.
I remember. We went to Seabreeze, and rode every ride there except the screaming eagle because it was broken. It always is.
I remember. We were in my RV, and you were laying on top of me. We must have talked for hours about what you went through and what happened in your past.
I remember. That night, after you left, I cried. I cried for you and what you went through. I was amazed that someone could go through so much pain and still be alive.
I remember. We went to the beach, and you climbed a tree. Your brother threw a football up, and it hit your knee. I'm pretty sure the entire beach heard your pain... I was laughing until I found out you popped the knee cap out.
I remember. You actually drove yourself home. You refused to cry in front of me. But I got you ice and like, a million ibuprofen.
I remember. You would never wear the knee brace. You couldn't be tied down.
I remember. We were hooking up alomst every other night (and day).
I remember. You were force feeding me my iron pills because I was getting dizzy, but they tasted bad. I was stupid to think that that meant you actually cared about me.
I remember. We were in your bed, when the earthquake hit. We didn't even feel it.
I remember. We went to the beach, and you would slam me into the water. I stole Taylor's bottoms and swam all the way back to shore with them.
I remember. I was so pissed when the old high guy said I was more like a tom boy, and you just laughed and told me not to let it get to me.
I remember. We were in my RV, trying to decide what to do for the night. On a whim, we drove all the way to the city. White Lady's Castle. I almost wanted to run through the dark woods, but you told me not to go any further, that we would come back another night when we had more time.
I remember. We went to the beach that night. The waves were over our heads. Even yours. We were in bras and panties... practically being crashed off of our free bodies. I have never felt so amazing in my entire life. You grabbed everyone else, and literally carried them through the water. It was so cold... we forgot towels.
I remember. Kim came to visit.
I remember. We were on the living room floor...
I remember. We went to Darien Lake, and you swirved to wake me up. It was your fault I was exhausted in the first place!
I remember. We rode the Super man two extra times right before closing.
Duck your arms at the low part.
I remember. We went rock climbing, and you showed off so horribly..... You made the rest of us look like losers.
I remember. Something happened that will never make my life the same.
I remember. That something is something I won't even talk about now. I remember so clearly, but now I seriously wish I didn't.
I remember. I didn't want to talk. I just wanted to pull everyone closer. Oops.
I remember. we were going to the beach, just like usual. I fell asleep. I had a nightmare. I made a terrible mistake.
I remember. She told you I love you. You came back, and kissed me just for getting the fire started. You have no idea what that did for me.
I remember. We drifted.
I remember. I went to my cousin's wedding.
I remember. I was crying on the bathroom floor of a hotel, my cell phone next to me. We both know what happened.
I remember. Nothing was the same after that. I just wasn't okay.
I remember. You touched me... you teased me. I was so vulnerable. It caught me off guard.
I remember. We never talked about what happened.
I remember. I felt so gross. I was disgusted with myself.
I remember. Your brakes needed to be fixed.
I remember. I drove to Advance auto parts, and you climbed out the window like an idiot. I thought we were actually getting back to where we were. Oops.
I remember. We went to the camp. It was freezing the entire ride there because your stupid window never stayed closed.
I remember. We went bridge jumping, and I stood up there forever, trying to build up the courage.
I remember. It felt so good to just let go and jump. Nothing can ever make me feel like that again.
I remember. I saw your old life.
I remember. I drank. I drank the pain of the thought of my friend leaving the next day away.
I remember. I told you exactly how I really felt, then cried myself to sleep in front of you.
I remember. I'm sorry I did that.
I remember. You took my stretchy ball with you.
I remember. I carried it up to the dorm room, and it dug into my arm the entire way.
I remember. We said see you later. I didn't know it was really goodbye.
I remember. I watched my memories walk away.
I remember. you would text everyone else, except for me. I figured you were busy and moved on.
I remember. I had to do a monologue for the school play.
I remember. You thought it was about you. (It never was.)
I remember. You broke my heart. As a friend, yeah. You destroyed me.
I remember. I wanted to die. I couldn't handle losing my dignity and my newest friend.
I remember. I moved on.
I remember. You refused to see me.
I remember. that hurt. Again.
I remember. I was doing better. I was getting help from my friends, and it was great.
I remember. My parents were fighting. Really bad.
I remember. My mom left.
I remember. My dad was crying.
I remember. I broke down to your sister. I didn't want to go back home.
I remember. It was on your birthday. I swear, I didn't know. That was one thing I forgot.
I remember. I never gave up on you. Ever. I made a promise to you.
I remember. That doesn't mean anything to you. You don't care about me. You don't care about anything.
I remember. I am still hoping that one day, this will matter to you. Our memories will make you stop and think about why I did what I did.
I remember. Do you?
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unknownskull48
03:54 Dec 29 2010
Touches my emotions a bit but il be fine.