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And they lived happily never after
23:20 Aug 29 2009
Times Read: 558

We didnt work out, that much was obvious. We both had broken hearts, until you fixed your eyes on my friend two days after.

Foolish, she was to fall for your tricks- just as I did, but you two didnt last, did you?



So you move on to my other friend a few weeks after. But does anyone bother to tell me about this one?

Of course not.

I do not control you, no. I will not tell you who to have feelings for.

But you lied to me.

You avoided me, until you finally won her over, then both of you avoided me.

Told everyone else that I had asked you to be mine again, that was another lie.

You are worse than slime to me.



So why do I still want you back?

Why can't I just simply move on- just as you did?

Yes, of course I have no problems with the others.

But you are always there. Always a part of me- whether I like it or not.



Just leave me alone, for once in your life!

Let me get over it and move on.

but that would be too easy, wouldnt it? To let me have my life back.

You are driving me insane. Forcing me to crawl out of my skin. To have such a strong sense of paranoia that it is tearing me apart.



But, I care about you.

Colors of our world
07:43 Aug 26 2009
Times Read: 560

Color.

It can mean so much, if you play it right. Expression, aura, personality, meaning.



The color around me

It surrounds me- fills my soul

So many different shades, and with it, so many different expressions.



Black- the darkest of them all. It is frowned upon by some for having a depressed feeling, but I have never found a color more lively. Such mystery. Beauty in the darkness.



Red- blood. The raw and open. Sinful, as much as lust and sex. A very powerful aspect. Seductive, and almost dangerous. Wicked. It is the color of life. In our bodies- filling us, and drawing others to us.



White- the color of light. Purity. It will always be there to fill the holes that were left behind so carelessly. Yes, a very plain shade. But it is what you can make the color that is so exciting. Without it, we would have no space that is waiting to be filled. No blank canvas, just asking to be splattered with the splashes of other color.



Green- the color of our earth. Enough said.



Purple- The color of indivuality. It can be mixed, and played around with. It is the color to choose when you have no idea what to do. Always ready to help out for expressing yourself.



Orange and yellow- the exact same way as purple, yet brighter and a bit more cheerful.





We are so fortunate, you know. To be able to have such vibrant colors in our lives. To keep things exciting. To dream with, and then to make it seem even more real.

To make us feel alive when we have nothing else left.

So, now I ask you- my friend. What is your color of life?

Oh, everyone has one or two. Some are even lucky enough to have them all, you know.

But at least one is yours. To express how you and you alone.

There are millions of colors and shades out there. Some haven't even been discovered yet. That part is up to you.

Children of the night (finished version)
18:56 Aug 21 2009
Times Read: 574

Each of us, different from the rest. To live and let live. To bring on fierce challenges and new ways of figuring it out.



Each of us, ready to take on the world. What doesn't kill us is sure to make us stronger. War, as well as heartbreak.



Each of us, alone. To have our own path. expierences. And to be free. Only when we choose to give in for love and lust will we be owned ever again.



Each of us, brother and sister.Father and daughter. Mother and son. All a piece of the puzzle that keeps our race alive.

To answer the call from our past life.



We are your greatest desire, as well as your worst fear. You hate what we are, but you will learn to love us.



We must wear a mask- brightly colored, but not ours. To hide in the darkest and most twisted of shadows. Feed only when time and vulnerability allows. Forced to blend in. asking us to be normal, when normality is the farthest aspect from our nature.



We are neither good, nor evil

Not happy, nor sad

Not energized, or weary

Not weak, or hateful

We are not mortal, nor monsters





We are the children of the night

The blood that flows through each and every one of us is that of the nightlife- handed down to us by our past loves, and hates. It pulses through our veins, while attracting others. As well as enticing ourselves.

Blood. it is a part of who we are, and far more important to our well being than you will never know. Nor do you deserve to.

A lust that tempts each and every one of us so.



We are vampire

Hey there Delilah lyrics
04:58 Aug 20 2009
Times Read: 576

Got this from the net- and this is for someone very special.

We'll make it. I promise.







Hey theyre Delilah

Whats it like in New York City

I'm a thousand miles away

But girl tonight you look so pretty

Yes you do

Times Square cant shine as bright as you

I swear it's true



Hey there Delilah

dont you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

close your eyes

listen to my voice its my disguise

Im by your side



Ohhh, its what you do to mee

Oh, its what you do to me (x2)

What you do to me



Hey there Delilah

I know times are gettin hard

but just beleive me girl

some day i'll pay the bills with this guitar

we'll have it good

we'll have the life we knew we would

My word is good



Hey there Delilah

I've got so much left to say,

if every simple i wrote to you

would take your breath away

I'd write it all.

Even more in love with me you'd fall

We'd have it all



Ohhh, it's what you do to mee

Oh, it's what you do to me (x2)



A thousand miles seems pretty far

but they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way.

Our friends would all make fun of us

and we'll just laugh along because

we know that none of them have felt this way

Delilah I could promise you

that by the time that we get through

the world will never ever be the same

and you're to blame



Hey there Delilah

you be good and dont miss me

2 more years and youll be done with school

and I'll be making history like I do

You'll know it's all because of you

We can do whatever we want to

Hey there Delilah heres to you,

this ones for you



Ohhh, it's what you do to me

Oh, its what you do to me (x2)

Waht you do to me

Oh oh oh oh etc

dream
00:39 Aug 18 2009
Times Read: 582




In my highschool auditorium, im sitting right next to my two sisters and our brother- giggling wickedly, until Prof. comes from behind us, pretending to be another student- until I turn around and realize it. Damn, he fits in well- as we all do, and should.

He pets my head and begins to teach us the way of the ancients- might sound boring to the average person, but, all of us are not just weird- we're far beyond that.

I sit with my feet on the seat in front of me, my one sister has her feet on the chair next to her and the others are in their own unique pose.

Prof. Sits on the stage, one foot dangling over the edge and the other is propping up his right arm.

we take notes as he talks in a voice as smooth as velvet.

when our daily lesson is finished, the others are dismissed, but he calls me to stay behind.

"is this life all you thought it would be?"









*I know that some of you prolly think how could someone remember so much from a dream, well, I woke up at 1:30 in the afternoon today- not to mention that I was still trying to remember all of it while I walked downstairs to find my ceramics teacher for next year, my mother, and her office partner in my kitchen!! They make up the art department for the highschool, you see- really good friends. Talk about awkard...*

just sit there
19:27 Aug 17 2009
Times Read: 585

I will never quit trying out my wings, but, it's hard to fly in a cage

Fed and taken care of by a heartless human as an owner

They have no idea what they are doing to me. Putting me on display, as if im just another exhibit in a zoo.

Go ahead- just sit on the benches in front of my cage and watch me try to escape. Encourage the little ones to point me out and examen the bright colors of my wings that have been clipped. Laugh at me as I try to break out of here. You have no fucking idea what im capable of. What's waiting for me. Why I sing, and get an answer that only I can hear. To your ears, it would seem as if I am wasting my time, but that is just the mask.

I am trying to escape- no shit.



And I will. Never forget that.

I am not a harmless bird for much longer.

Traveler
04:04 Aug 04 2009
Times Read: 612

The waves, rippling across the lake as I sit there on the large rocks, clutching my arms together against my chest.

My feet are bloody and aching from a many years' journey.

I traveled to find a safe place. A haven.



A place to call home.

Now I know.

There isnt one- no place for me.



But im not sad, nor happy.

I do not know what I am- besides different.

I have found a soul to help ease my burden, but even they know that I have my own Hell to get through.



I was never meant to be normal.

I always stood out- hard as I tried to blend.

A single thorn in a bouquet of roses- deadly, but I can be ripped off and thrown away if you attack from the side.



But that isnt good enough for me- to let you decide when it was my time.

So, I separated myself.



I am on my journey now- and it will be long.

That much I expected, at least.

Bring it on.

I am not afraid, nor weak.



I glance behind now, watching my back.

I can not risk more hassle or pain.

Nothing but the winds from the sea.



the journey will never be over.

Nor easier.

But I will grow wiser.

Stronger.



I look for that now.

Scared little girl
20:18 Aug 03 2009
Times Read: 620

You can try to hide the pain.

You can try to wear a brave face

But you know that it is scary at the end of the day



It's scary- to never know what tomorrow holds, when yesterday was so excruciating and sorrowful. When you barely made it through in the end



It's hard- to have to hide those tears, when you really want to scream it out, throwing yourself to the floor



It is such a risk- to tell someone you love them, giving them the power to destroy your heart. Your soul. To take everything away from you, while you suffer without them



It's tiring- to have to deal with so much crap, while all you really want to do is crawl up into a ball and just keep wishing, until you reach a place where nothing bad will ever happen again



I'm scared.