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Do you get it now? I've changed. I am renewed, and I like it. You made me mserable. Tried to force me to fit in, when we both knew I never would. And for what? So I could be like you? Well, i've broken through. I have become the very thing you fear the most, and now there is absolutely nothing you can do to phase me. I like how I don't have to be perfect. I've sopped trying, but i'm not giving up on my life. I'm simply leading it now. Strongest move i'veever made, and it's made me stronger.

Go ahead. Leae. See if i'll crawl back to you. I'm happy now. I have stopped feeling like something is missing. I know now. That thing was the real me the whole time. The me that almost died.

You.

You almost killed me!

You are a fake, and I know that now. I'm done. I know where i've been. But now, i'm on my own road.

And I don't dare look back.





Since this is going to be judged, please give me a score! 1- 10, one being the worst. PLEASE BE FAIR!!!!! :)

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cadrewolf
23:35 Apr 28 2009

9 we sometimes must face things in our lives we must do to survive.

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icedrgn5020
03:23 Apr 29 2009

9 very passionate

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So many hating.So many hitting.Forced to hide, to fear.I am a dove in a flock of pigeons.Misunderstood, and it seemed like I would be lost. Forever. Never allowed to show my true colors. Masked from my world.But, out of the dark. You come. You are the only one able to see through to the real soul.And, for a very good reason.Because you are equally deep. Just as strong, yet forced to hide.But not from each other.Only from the others, who never understood in the first place.

How you excite me.

How you calm me.

How you know just what to say

to make me want to fly to you

and never let you go.

You matter.

You love.

You are true.

You trust.

You excite and make me

actually feel real.

Make me feel alive.

I will never let go.

Your warrior will never give up

or let you down.

Your wolf cub will learn

and I will be your predator.

Your fierce goddess.



Everything and nothing.

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icedrgn5020
23:30 Apr 21 2009

love your work good job

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vampchica4
20:48 Apr 22 2009

I am happy im impressive.Thank you both!

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Nedra
02:40 Apr 25 2009

Lovely.......truly

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I, on the ground of an old churchyard. It is dark. The moon, high.I am sobbing. Sitting on my legs. Rocking back and forth. Shaking.Then, out of the shadows. You come. My heart, pulsing hard and fast.You crouch in front of me. Tell me to be strong. As if by command, I stand. You kiss my forehead.We walk together. Into our forest. Never looking back.

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icedrgn5020
18:28 Apr 11 2009

very sweet

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Nedra
02:40 Apr 25 2009

.......I miss this feeling

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You took me in. I grasped your hand,

and I never dare let go. You are my protector.

And so much more, without even trying to be. Everything I do reminds me of you. You make me feel like I belong somewhere.

I hardly deserve your thoughts. But I know

That you are the one who will never judge me. I look forward to the day. The day I can look into your eyes.



You know who you are.

You were there. What? Oh, true. I knew you wouldn't give up on me.

So many have before.

Just, promise me we can stay here. Like this forever. I know you care, and I can't live without you. Just, dont scare me like that again!

I love you.

Well, today is my fiftienth birthday. The thing is, though, that usually you feel kinda different, right? Well, I am not sure. I feel the same. Maybe because this past year I found who I really am. Maybe that was my real birth and something like a day can't compare. Well, I am not completely sure, but i'm will find out. I am on the long, drearing road of self- finding, and it's tough. At least I have those to travel with me.

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ladySnowStrixx
22:17 Apr 05 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR VAMPCHICA4

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

YOU. PARTY HARD GIRL.

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He calls to me. I follow the angel's voice. I do not control myself. I am the slave. The sad part is I like it. I need him, and he needs me. He is like the air I breathe. I can't live without him. Right now it's like I have a serious case of pnenomia. I can't breathe because he's missing. I am dieing without him. He is my cure. My own personal medicne. I know he's suffering, too. I can just feel it. He searches for me, as I do him.

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MorbidAngels15
01:22 Apr 03 2009

This is nice hun :)

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vampchica4
04:16 Apr 10 2009

Thank you. Your comments really mean alot to me.

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(Female)

In sleep he sang to me

in dreams he came

That voice which calls to me

and speaks my name

And do I dream again?

For now I find

The phantom of the opera is there

inside my mind



(Male)

Sing once again with me

our strange duet

My power over you

Grows stronger yet

And though you turn from me

to glance behind

The phantom of the opera is there

inside your mind



(Female)

Those who have seen your face

draw back in fear

I am the mask you wear



(Male)

It's me they hear



(Both)

My/ your spirit and your/ my voice

in one combined

The phantom of the opera is there/ here

inside my/ your mind



(Female)

He's there

The phantom of the opera

Ah........



(Male)

Sing, my angel of music



(Female)

Ah..........



(Male)

Sing for me, angel



(Female)

Ah...........



(Male)

Sing for me



(Female)

Ah...........



(Male)

Sing!



(Female)

Ah........



(Male)

Sing, my angel



(Female)

Ah..........



(Male)

Sing for me!



(Female)

Ah.....!!!!!



(Male)

I have brought you

to the seat of sweet music's throne

to this kingdom where all must

pay homage to music,

music

Since that moment I first heard you sing

I have needed you with me

to serve me

to sing

For my music,

my music

For one purpose and one alone