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There's a fire burning in the pit of my stomach



It burns so bad



It makes me feel like shit



It is so painful I want to cry



People don't believe me when I say that my stomach is physically on fire everything is burning up inside



When I am sick there is not much I can do sometimes I think I'd rather have the flu



I get relief from the pain when I have my medication



When I have to go into the hospital I usually have to stay in for several weeks at a time



I lay in the bed to calm my head



My doctor tells me what I have to take just to make my body feel better

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Lolita
08:27 Oct 01 2009

I am sorry your cross is so heavy. It is nice though that you are able to express your pain and frustration through artistic expression.

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Oh childish games I wish these girls would stop playing these games



I'm trying to find someone who knows the difference between the time to play and time to be serious



Don't get me wrong I love to play but there is a time and place for it



I use to play games all the time but peole don't take me serious enough



If I have to get tougher to show people I can



Girls think I'm crazy when I say I'll do anything to make them happy



Guys think I'm whipped but that is how I like it



Sometimes I get to far in and I can't get myself out



I set myself up to get hurt



I don't even try because I know if I get to deep I will cry



She will destroy my heart and soul in which I can't recover



So when I die they will send my body down river



Just thinking of this make my body quiver

There's a girl I see everyday



She makes me feel so good



It is hard for me to tell her how I feel



When I see her my mind goes blank



My heart skips beats and I can't find the right words to say to her



When I look at her I just want to grab her and don't let her go



Her lips are so beautiful it makes me just want to kiss her for a long time



Her eyes I can just stare in and get lost



She makes me go crazy in a good way



I love her so much people think I'm crazy but I'm not



I just feel right with her and I forget about everything



I just wouldn't know what to do if she would stop talking to me



Why she is so good to me

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Lolita
08:24 Oct 01 2009

SMILES I think you should tell her!!! Lovely, simple poem; I enjoyed reading it.

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Bai, as i sit here thinking of you, i just amagine how much our love has grown. you are always on my mind no matter what i am doing at the time. i know that we are several hundreds apart i don't care because i know we will be together in the end. people may think i am crazy but they just dont understand the connection that we have and i wouldn't trade that in for anything in the world. i will love you now and forever to the day i pass. you are my heart my soul my everything. as the days past when the time comes that we finally get to hold each other my mind goes in circles on how i will react to finally have you in my arms.

bai i love you more than you ever know. i cherish the time that we talk each day. i know if i am feeling bad no one can cheer me up like you can. you make me so happy and keep a smile on my face. my life is finally complete with you in it.