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I have been asking my boss for a weekend off since I first started working at the resthome three months ago and she always tells me that she has hired someone but when its time for me to get off work for the weekend no relief help arrives and I am getting sick and tired of the f**king head games and I am about ready to walk out on her sorry ass if she doesn't give me this up coming weekend off I am going to go off on the bitch and I can promise one thing for sure she will not like my dark side not one bit, as I have said before in the past if she doesn't want to hire anyone she can let me do it myself seeing as how she enjoys lying to me the one thing that I can't stand is a liar my moto is this if you aren't going to do what you say that you are going to do then don't tell me a lie I prefer to be told the truth as the old saying goes the truth shall set you free.

Well today turned out to be uneventful I ask my boss for this week end off and as usual the b**ch didn't find find anyone to relieve me this weekend I am starting to think that she doesn't give a damn about me or any one else for that matter I am really beginning to hate this job and myself for taking the damn job in the first place I just wish that I could find someone to replace me on weekends so I can go and see my friends and family I am about to go stir crazy because I haven't had any time off in three months.

Well today was just one of those days where nothing went right I woke up at 4 AM hurting dead in the center of my stomach and I had to go to the hospital today and as usual my b**ch of a boss did not have anyone to come and relieve me so I had to take all of my residents with me and today two of residents thought that it would be fun to disrespect me I was so angry that I began to pack my bags and leave and one of my residents(the one that disrespected me) came crawling on her hands and knees and was begging me not to leave which I thought that what she done was unnessary and so I felt sorry for her and I promised her that I would not leave and I also told her that I would not put up with her or anyone else disrespecting me and after I told her that I called a resident staff meeting and I laid down the law that I would not tolerate any more disrespectful attitudes and that I was the supervisor in charge and what I say will go or I will be giving people a 14 day notice. after that things calmed down.

Well today turned out to be a f**ked up day I went to take one of my pain pills because I have kidney stones and to my surprise I found that about 23 of my pills had been stolen and I think that I know who did it and if I can prove it theres going to be one sorry sob I had to file a police report today and tomorrow I am planning on having everyone of my residents drug tested that is if any of them consent to being drug tested I can't force them to be drug tested that would be a violation of their rights and besides the police officer that I talked to had told me that if we found out who stole my pills that person would be facing felony charges I stay in chronic pain all of the time and what really pisses me off is the fact that anyone that I thought that I could trust would steal from me I am going to have surgery in approximately 2 weeks and I also have been diagnosed with cancer of the liver and not to mention the fact that I have kidney stones. I just wish that who ever done this to me would have a guilty conscence and have night mares at night.

As I have said I work in a rest home a week ago I requested mothers day off and my boss waits until the last moment and tells me that I can't be off today and here's what takes the cake my so called boyfriend calls me and cusses me for every thing that I am worth just because I can't get off work what was I supposed to say I am so sorry that I couldn't risk my job for you and besides I really enjoy taking care of these old people I can't wait until I see my boyfriend so I can bust his apple f**king head I plan on telling my boss if she doesn't want to hire anyone then she should let me do it seeing as how I run the home by myself and that I would be responsible for firing that person if they don't work out but she is about to find out that I am nothing like the last person that she hired because I won't take no bullshit off of her or my boyfriend either one I feel like I deserve a day off every now and then I have been here at this facility for 3 months straight without a day off and I am about to go stir crazy!!!!

Well today has been a pretty boring day I get lonely here at work sometimes and meeting people here at VR is a nice change I appreciate all of the comments regarding my profile my boyfriend is supposed to come by and see me I really don't care whether he does or not I have worked in a rest home on and off for at least 8 years I just wish that I could find someone who knows what its like to work in a rest home I am getting sick and tired of my boyfriend being such a jerk all of the time its not that I am complaining or anything I mean I make pretty good money working here the only thing that I don't like is not getting any time off I have not been able to spend any time with my family.