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Your words rip at me,

And I feel myself fail to be.

Everything you want, everything you need.

My wounds reopen and bleed.

I reach to climb back up, but I just slip away.

I just can't get back to what was okay.



I mess up, and you dig into my insides.

I try to try harder, but still it seems the slides.

I fail to be any better, than the girl you once had.

And I feel that I'm worse, that I've done very bad.

I cry because I can't, just be the picture of perfection.

I throw water upon my reflection.





I scream at myself, and say I'm no good.

You deserve someone better, someone that could.

Give you what you want, give you what you need.

Instead of just standing there to bleed.

I just start to slip away.

I don't know what to say.



I'm not the right girl for you,

I thought I was the one that would do.

I thought that I could be better,

But how my insides seem so tattered and shattered.

I want to rebuild, but so much I cannot say.

Afraid of sliping further away.



I want to just bleed my heart out to you,

That I wish you'd see me true.

That I wish you'd see how much I love you.

But I'm not the girl that will do.

I'm the girl that slips away, until I no longer exist.

I'm just a dream, apart of the mist.



I'm sorry that I couldn't do much more,

But this battle has left me bitter and sore.

And I just keep sliping away, so far.

I'm standing on flat land, and you're the beautiful star.