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Let me make this clear to anyone that wants to come to my profile, and leave me anything below a 10 without a reason.
I am a bitch, and I will show you that side if you want to do that to me. Especially if your some punk ass Whelp that thinks that just because they are older that I will respect you. You are on a level playground, it's the internet.
Oh, and one more note. I don't give two shits if you worked on your profile, and think it deserves a 10. Hell if you have worked hours on your photos to put into your port. If it looks like shit, it isn't going to get a 10.
Oh, and one thing. My photos in my port. aren't just "pictures" you can edit all your shit, and mine will still look better without any edits. I am a professional photographer, and I have been taking photos for three years. Yeah, bite me. That's all I have to say.
I am not a very emotional person, meaning I am pretty level headed and I don't cry easily. I mean you have to do alot of shit just to get me to shed a tear. I can take about anything you throw at me. I don't get angry easily because I just think it's a waste of time to get mad at someone or something when you can just work it out. I could care less what other people on the other side of the computer screen think, just the ones that seem to think that their judgements matter to me. I am just like that, I am relatively happy, normal, and laid back. I'm just plain goofy.
Then...why is it that for some reason after months of not crying, I mean not even at a funeral. I know that sounds heartless, but I just didn't think I had the right to cry over someone that I barely knew. They were cool and all, but they didn't need my tears added to the ones that knew them better. Anyways, I have cried twice this week and it's like...WTF?
I really hate to cry, it makes me feel very vulnerable and I don't like showing that. It's like anyone could push a button and I'll cry. I hate it and NO I AM NOT JUST STARTING MY PERIOD. I tend to be alittle more irritable before, but I am not an emotional wreck. So, I don't know things just might be getting to me easier because of the fact that christmas is around the corner and i will be locked up with my loveable yet dysfunctional family.
I have watched people in my life say that the bible was written by man and not by God. Yes, it was written by human hands my friend, but how else can God write down words? One thing that you have to understand is that God works through people. He could write down the words himself and give it too us, but would we all believe? No, we would say someone just made it up, just like we say the bible was written by man.
We were created in God's image, there for we are an extention of his devine light and power. We were made to be servants to him, whether we choose to or not. His works are by far best done through his work in the bible. How do we know the bible wasn't just made up? Well, for one the bible was written in three different languages.How can you translate it to sound so smoothly? Well, you can't, even if you made up things to put in there, it cannot be done. Not o nly that it is written in the bible that if someone was to add onto the words, or take words out this person would be rebuked and called a liar.
The bible wasn't written by just one type of person, it was written by people from many different walks of life. People that could be politicians to the "lowest" person you can think of. God used everyone to write the 66 books in it.
Here's the second one, the bible was written over about 1,500 years, it wasn't like these people sat down and decided to think it all up. Some of these people were long gone before others. The bible was written from 13 different countries on three different contients. Yeah people think about that? I seriously doubt that the bible is fake, just written by man because we just had to have something to read. Think about this people.
The bible covers all sorts of topics that we face in our lives, I don't see one single book that has been written today that can do the same thing. If you're going through it now, I'm sure you can find in the bible a topic about something similiar. If you don't believe me, than just look it up. It's all there.
Now, is the bible reliable? Well, the bible was put to three tests.
The first test is known as the internal test, basically saying do the people that wrote the book say that what they wrote is true. The answer you find in 2 Peter 1:16. The second test is known as the external test, basically saying is there outside evidence to support the bible? There is nonbibical writings to support Jesus, you can read it in Roman, Greek, Latin...pick a language. The last test is called the Biblographic test, this calls into mind how well something is translated from it's original content. So, lets talk about the old testament, after it was copied if one mistake was made, the copy would be destroyed. I mean the WHOLE copy, not just that one part.
So, it's your choice, is the bible real or not? I would have to say, it is. I did not get this information on my own, it was provided for me through lifechurch.tv and Craig. If you want to see yourself you can go to www.lifechurch.tv and look up the messages called txt.
Why is it you all ask me the same question that is already answered in my profile? Compliments just are not the same when you get the same question asked in just a different way. It's annoying as hell and I really do not want to sit there and answer it in the meantime.
So, hopefully you all learn from this, but I seriously doubt it. You all seem to love to ignore what profiles say. What is the point of even doing all the html when people tend to not read.
Why do I have to submit myself to being tortured by you just so I can look pretty? Why is it you're the most accepted form of satism? If you were a person I would punch you in the face.
Thanks to you, I am doing crunches because that's the only way to shed the fat. Thanks to you, I'm getting healthy. I HATE YOU.
If I had a choice, I would lose weight by laughing, but guess what. You would have to laugh so much at everything that you wouldn't lose enough. STUPID HEALTH NUTS AND THEIR EXERCISE.
I don't know what I did to my right wrist, but it has been paining me for the past week. It swells up and I can't bend it. What sucks is I use my right hand the most to write, I could use my left but it's uncomfortable. So, it hurts worse after I have gone to classes. I'm hoping that it will go away in a while, but it seems to do this in periods. I got months without any pain, then it swells and hurts really bad for I don't know how long. I know that the muscles in it are very weak, I know how to strengthen them but I forget all the time.
I have been taking some Motrin to help with the swelling. I think I need a brace for it, and guess what...it takes three weeks for it to stop acting up. So, I have two more weeks until it stops. I seriously don't know what I did, but ow. My mom thinks I have some sort of tendonitis...which might be true...
So, yeah my wrist is in pain....Motrin has become my best friend. >.o
2. destruction of one's own interests or prospects: Buying that house was financial suicide.
3. a person who intentionally takes his or her own life.
4. to commit suicide.
5. to kill (oneself).
The defintion of this word seems so cold, it doesn't mention what it does to the person's family or friends. It hurts to think about it and I wonder if the people who look up the definition think as coldly as they do when they decide that it's alright to leave.
Maybe I am selfish for saying this, but I won't and can't let a person go even after they die. I hold onto their memory and I try to pretend that they are still here, just that they are on vacation. I have a very strange way to cope with death. I mean think about it, I named this diary after Juana, my aunt who died in August.
I write in this as if, she'll actually answer me and in a sense she does. But, don't you dare make me name something after you so I can hold onto some part of my sanity. I won't last long and it hurts to think that you can't talk to me.
I want to know how you're feeling, actually feeling, and I want to know what you're doing and why. Don't shut me out just because you think it's best, it's not best. You'll kill this friendship before it's even gotten anywhere. I can honestly say that I know things about you, and have been there for you. But I don't know everything and I can't until you show me.
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